Marshmallow Peak

2007-08-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

我会选择离开，
微笑告别伤害。
我知道你，心中的那份遗憾。
当你为她，戴上幸福的头盖，
我含泪祝福你，有美的未来。
想飞到千里外，
期待一切重来，
想洗去你，对你的所有依赖.
但谢谢你,让我体会了真爱.
我永远记得,你心中的遗憾.

The very last post. I won't be blogging here anymore.

2007-08-14T18:23:00.003+08:00

groomed 4 dogs today. 2 jack russels and 2 poodles. tired. im going to shin8 now. enjoy your day.

cockers.

2007-08-11T15:12:00.000+08:00

i hate cocker spaniels. Especially those english one. they make sure they bite you, till you bleed, they will still continue. 2 times already. i hate you you cock dog.

2007-08-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

ive got a very serious eye infection. it has got a miniature bubble in it. i feel as though im acting a scene in saw3, just that i didnt die by not digging my eye out.

ouch.

good night.

2007-08-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Went to school at 12pm today. Mum sent me there.

Groomed 3 dogs.
american cocker spaniel,
english cocker spaniel
and a shit tzu

got bitten by the english cocker.
gave her chance, but she tried to bite me again, left me with no choice but to muzzle her. poor thing.

school ended at 9pm for me today. damn shag.

i am gonna stick salonpas on my right arm now. otherwise i wouldn't be able to go to school tml.

=(

-Fulfilled-

2007-07-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

Taken on Jb trip.

With dearie!

I chanced upon a Fahrenheit's magazine cum newspaper.. So many pictures of my wu zun! 帅！

Bought it almost immediately! hahaha.

Random pic of my lil' baby girl.

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Yesterday celebrated my birthday at Dr8.

Earlier on, I went to Marina Square with bibi for Jack's Place. Their food is good. Had a very nice full course meal.

- Lobster bisque
- 1/2 dozen of oysters
- Baked Salmon with Potato
( bibi had seafood spaghetti )
- For dessert i ordered Peach melba and bibi ordered banana split.. in the end he exchanged his with mine coz i felt that his looked nicer and he felt that mine should taste better. The grass is always greener on the other side. Very true!

After that, went shopping around Marina Square for awhile.. Meanwhile, bibi and i managed to catch the orientation of NDP, got to see fireworks there. Ended up having starbucks. Chilled, smoked.

called a cab and headed down to DR8.

I was quite upset because Fiona and Pohyee didn't make it for my birthday celebration coz' it was too last minute.

My sis and her bf are supposed to come, but they end up quarrelling and both of them didnt turn up.

At least Swee Lee and gang still came! Thanks for coming! :)

Ding Ding and i !

Apple!

oh yeah, i didnt take pictures of my birthday cake. It was a cake with minnie mouse picture on it. hahahaha.

And my favourite present!

A pink PSP! Thank you !! ........... and i'm finally fucking 18 !

VUP - Very Unimportant Guest :)

2007-07-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

Went to jb yesterday.

Tebrau City and City Square.
Did some shopping.

After JB, went to dr8 to drink upon reaching Singapore.

I'll be celebrating my birthday in either Guess Wat or Dr8.

Today i'll most probably be staying at home.

Something i'd like to share.

What makes someone think that they are in the position to reprimand you about something you did or something you said? Afterall they are just a passerby in your life. And people come and go.. Thus, to that particular person, i just wish to let you know that to me, you are a nobody, and what you said wouldn't affect me and nevertheless you'll only make me look down on you and laugh.

Seriously. Live your life and let me live mine! Thanks. :)

Mood- Crushed

2007-07-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

I've been cooped up at home for 2 days in a row now. Didnt even step out of the house a single step other than having lunch with my family today and down to the mama shop opposite my house to get cigarettes and chocolates.

Spent enough time and gave enough attention to Bob and Cherry :)

Bet not many people have seen bob in his new 'fur-cut'.

Cute? It doesn't really look that fantastic here. But trust me, when i first saw bob in this new ' fur-cut', it felt like as though hes wearing a pair of trousers. Hehe. Uber cute! Bombed $150 this time on his grooming. But i guess once in awhile its okay. But not every month！

And Cherry is still like a young baby girl who gets fascinated with toys every now and then. She found a ball rolled beneath a furniture in my living room which i thought was missing months ago.

There she is, playing happily with it.

I almost, wanted, had a sudden courage and urge to adopt a sister for myself! In other words, my parents wanted to adopted this poor little girl whose parents needed money badly back in Malaysia. I saw her today, and she is really adorable with long thick eye lashes! She has just learnt how to walk. And guess what, bob and cherry are practically taller than her when they stand up, and she plays with them like as though she is another pet lover. Hehe.

Can't bear to not take pictures of her since it might be the first and last time i see her.

Isn't she adorable?

Btw, i hate irresponsible parents. If you do not have the ability to take care of a child, why give birth to him/her when you know you can't even take care of yourself. Even if problems arises and abortion might put yours or your baby's foetus in danger, and that you have no choice to give birth to him/her, you shouldn't even take care of him/her for a year before you try to sell to other people. You should have found someone responsible enough and sincere enough to adopt this child from you. Rather than selling him/her away as though you are selling vegetables in a market. Please be responsible. Its a life.

By the way, not only humans, please be responsible for your pets too! Never buy a pet to keep just for the sake of keeping. Love them like you want them to love you, for your pets love you unconditionally and its up to you whether you wanna give them back your love. And be sure keeping a pet is a lifetime commitment!

Its past mid night and happy 2 mths dear! Gee! I so wanna get out of house now. But no, let's make it tomorrow. :)

I really should stop smoking and start exercising ! New resolution for the upcoming month!
:)

吴尊！

2007-07-22T15:59:00.000+08:00

omg.. after watching this taiwan series >> 花样少年少女，i think i am in love with 吴尊！acting as 左以泉 in this show. wah lao eh. die la. never been so into taiwan stars.

went to google and search for more of his info, 不知不觉 saved 200 over pictures of him ! die lahh !!! argh. but he's damn 帅 !!!

cute?

aww..

吴尊在花样少年少女。。。

die... amelia yang.. control urself...

2007-07-18T13:23:00.000+08:00

cherry can swim really well ! lol. super touched. i went to the deeper part of the water, she swim to my direction. so cute! first time brought her to swim and seems like she enjoy it rather much. hehe. i love my cherry ! :)

i used up 1/4 bottle of my suntan oil but im still white. hais. packing things up later..
bye.

2007-07-17T14:53:00.001+08:00

bringing cherry to sentosa today. wanna see if she can swim better than i do. lol.

packing up . bye.

2007-07-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

brought bob to guess wat yesterday. feeling really tired these few days. havent been slping well.
might take up grooming course very soon. busy .. but happy ! kept eating good food these days too. drunken prawns, steamboat, marche/village , japanese food continuously for 2 days.. many many. getting fat.

bob's grooming bombed $150. now he doesnt look like a ball anymore. :)

been smoking A LOT... :( oh ya.. and i dyed my hair! now ive got blue-black fringe and red hair with bright red highlights on my two cockroach-like feelers. hehehe.

bye.

2007-07-10T13:09:00.000+08:00

whats the point of going drinking when you cant smoke in a pub? smokers find it a need to smoke esp when they drink.

imagine one fine day the government decides to stop smoking everywhere except your own home. then when u go out with ur friends, by the time u take a train and reach town for example, and met your friend for less than an hour and u tell him/her u wanna go home.

me : hi
friend : yo!
me: eh i wanna go home liao.
friend: why sia? just met only lor.
me: i wan to smoke la.

zzzzzzzzzz. no smoking in pubs? outrageous...

2007-07-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

omg... im so darn bored. in the pub now, doing practically nothing. the big boss is talking business right infront of me. super duper sianz. went to eat xo fish head bee hoon at chinatown just now. wanted to alter my jeans but no time. wanted to develope photos but no time. went down to moe and finally collected my o level cert. i wonder why should i take my o level cert. not like i passed it with flying colours. many many things to do. i think i might forget. i will list it down here.

- collect cert from lwssom
- research on my future busines
- talk to gerald about another small business
- bring bob for grooming
- watch harry potter ( not out yet )
- buy saw1, saw 2 and sa3 VCD
- finish my taiwan serial i stopped ages ago
- manicure and pedicure
-prepare to sign up for my basic theory after my birthday
- slim down
- prepare for thailand trip next mth
- finish off a debate with this bastard and win.i dun wanna state who

Monday is final. Fuck it. No one knows what is it about.

BUT

being doted on ROCKS. :)

2007-06-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

Back from Genting and KL yesterday night. About 9pm. Went for steamboat before heading home. Super duper tired.

Saturday will be going to KL. But this time, im taking a plane there instead! :)

Took loads of pictures. Gonna develop them today. BYE.

2007-06-23T18:32:00.000+08:00

Brought Cherry to work yesterday... Amazingly she became really really quiet.. totally unlike what she is at home. Cynthia brought Sugar.. All guess wat customers love dogs! hahahaha, some even asked if they could bring their dogs down.. haha..

Genting tml night! and working tonight ! Finally can enjoy even though its just 4 days 3 nights. hehe.

A picture with cynthia on the way back yesterday.

Oh yeah, Pinky bought a huge eeyore for me to hug. Thank you! <3 !

And btw, i just woke up 1/2 an hr ago. hehehe.

2007-06-22T07:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! :)

Been sometime since i blogged. Been busy working n having fun these few days.
Sunday night will be heading to Genting, will be back on thursday night. Finally can enjoy after so long... even though its just in Genting and KL. Contented enough!

Sugar, i've put her in Cynthia's hands. Mum got really pissed off with the 3 dogs at home. Took me rather long to re consider where should i place Sugar in.. To sell off or to give to a friend.. But i decided on the later, at least i can still see her once in awhile. Isnt she cute? Feeling guilty. Didn't really give her the best when she was with me. :(

Went to many many places these 2 weeks. Piano club is one.

Me, Cynthia and Ivor.

Apple.

On the way back, Pink pig and me.

Went to kbox with the 2 boss of DR8 too. :)

Ron, sings really well :)

And Ding, fast asleep..

CUTE couple who look rather alike. hahaha. :)

Nevertheless, worked..

Ivor and i at Guess wat.

AND a last but not least, attended crystal's wedding dinner.

A photo of our table but without the newly wed couple.

Went to fish prawns at Marina Bay with Apple and Pinky today. It was the first time we 3 fished for prawns. LOL. damn funny. We see everyone's basket filled with prawns, at least 20 prawns, but we spend 2 1/2 hours there and only managed to hook 3 up. Fish for prawns really need skill mannn... so many times the prawns get up my rod, but managed to slip away.. haiyo...

Luckily Apple bumped into 2 friends there. Andy and Fei long if i am not wrong.. They gave us their prawns before they left. And smart pinky brought a bottle of martell there and Apple brought a tupperware. Ate drunken prawns right at the place we fished them up . haha. Damn cool and shiok. Raw prawns with chilli.. still can feel the freshness of those prawns in my mouth..

Its almost 8am ! Gonna get to sleep. Can forsee another long day tomorrow... Yawnsssss***

2007-06-16T05:06:00.000+08:00

i am devasted!!!

solely because i somehow 'lost' my camera's memory card.

a friend took my memory card and tried to upload pictures into his laptop, but the memory card did not fit his laptop at all, in the end my memory card got jammed and we tried all means to take it out, but nevertheless, FAILED. After those thorough effort.

he said he will bring his laptop to service and return me my memory card tml. but i hope the pictures are still there!

went to crystal's wedding dinner today. took a couple of pictures, but yes, the memory card is GONE. Thus i cant upload anything..

sad
sad
sad
sad !!!!!!!!!!!

had a couple of drinks, macdonald then headed back home.

sad
sad
sad

MEMORY CARD. I MISS YOU. Hope you will be okay after tml's minor operation. :( :( :( please dont leave me like this~!

2007-06-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

Don't ya'll think that bobby is getting cuter and cuter by the day ?

I brought bob to work yesterday. Practically everyone dotes on him lah! Didn't know guys take note on dogs that much also. Most of the people who plays with bob are the male customers! This guy has 2 silky terriers at home, dotes on bob a lot too !

Pinky went the whole kampong bahru to find food for bobby. End up buying 3 hot-dogs for bob, bob gobbled it up in less than 1 minute ! hehe. Loving bob more and more!

After work, went to newton to eat with apple and pinky. Ate a lot ! hahaha.. im getting super sick of steamboat. Had steamboat like at least 5 times a week. Sometimes i have steamboat for lunch AND dinner. Super SIANZ of it !

Sore throat and cough is coming back already. arghhhh..

oh btw, i just woke up hahahaha. its 5pm ! :)

Happy Birthday Glenn !

2007-06-08T06:11:00.000+08:00

I just reached home! When i was on the way back, it was around 5.30-5.45am, saw many people rushing for the first train and bus, then i finally realised that i am QUITE abnormal. Biological clock in me is dead! :)

Went Chinatown w Pinky for dinner today. Then headed down to Guess wat.

Anyway, had fun today.

Happy birthday Glenn!

This post will be filled with pictures. Coz' i took quite a number of them today!

Pinky managed to get a birthday 'cake' from 7-11 for Glenn coz' it was way too last minute. But anyway i still feel that its quite sweet. :) I presented to cake to Glenn, bet he's touched. That botak hahaha.

Strawberry Cheese-cake from 7-11.

Birthday boy and me!

The boys..

Brain-wrecking picture. Rebels of Mother Nature.

Glenn's face damn gey yan.

Randoms...

Mich and Sylvest.

Mich tried to cover my face. :(

Anyway, after Guess wat, headed down w Pinky to 97 to meet up with Apple and Amelia ( another one) , met aloysius there.

Then went to play billiard with pinky at cine. Then went to newton to eat. And pinky sent me home all the way, when he's staying quite near to newton. so sweet. :)

Tml or should i say today, should be going JB. YAY :)

Latesss.

2007-06-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

i- binge on many many many many food now. ice cream, crackers, corn blabla, im fat already.

i-just quarrelled with mum n dad n sis 1 day ago.

i-know practically what is going on.

i-am not blind.

But its okay.

I'm still happy coz i know i have you. :)

You know who you are.

working tonight!

一定是我不够好，所以你才想要逃。。。逃到天涯和海角，躲在别人的怀抱。你能不能不管过得好不好，不要故意躲开不让我知道？只要你过的很好，什么都已不重要，我不会故意打扰，更不会让你烦恼。我每一夜，不管你知不知道，傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷，希望你过得好。

2007-06-03T02:42:00.000+08:00

I fucking detest insensitive people.

Eg 1. They make you wait and wait in suspense..

BUT

to no avail.

2007-06-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

Amelia Ruth Yang Jing Xin suck totally.

2007-05-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

Been rather busy these few days. Busy having fun. ;) and of course, work !

Went to boat quay yesterday for dinner. :) Had hot stones with apple and pinky. The food there is not that bad! made the waiter cook the salmon for us coz' we're all afraid of the oil that is splashing mildly.. machiam tepanyaki! lol

Pinky took a picture for apple and i there.

After our meal, billy came and we walked to a pub for a drink. that pub damn tsui. left that place after a jug. and i was at golden cafe for awhile then tianwen called and said he was in waiting bar. lol.

then we headed to rouge but it was closed. wanted to settle down at alleybar, but we left no more than 5 minutes.

then we went over to e bar! to finish our bottle and opened another martell. played dice, 5-10 and direction games lol.

took a picture for apple and aloysius. aloysius is one of the live band there doing vocals.

i dedicated a song and asked him to sing when its his turn to sing. then he said okay, no problem. and when he went up on stage the first song he sang was the one i dedicated. i was still happily playing the dog java game on pinky's mobile. then he called me name on stage, didnt hear till apple tapped me. felt bad. =x

picture with pinky! :)

left e bar at around 3plus. then walked over to cine for billiard. played one round and headed home.

e bar is gonna be a memorable place. no one knows what im talking about except these friends of mine. :)

Oh yeah, i read a online story at www.goodybooks.com , but the exact story i read is this : http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm . They are really smart to just put 17 chapters, and i got to buy the book coz i really wanna know the ending!! but pinky bought it for me without telling me. so sweet. hehe thanks :)

working today at 9pm .. tired.. !

LATER.

busy busy!

2007-05-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

This picture is taken yesterday/today EARLY in the morning. XR's house. Comfy chair! :)

These few days has been rather fulfilling :) Been eating all the good food for the past whole week. Japanese cuisines , thai food , seafood and pub hopping almost everyday except yesterday!

Try to name some if i can still remember.
-DR8
-Indochine
-some hotel lounge i forgotten which.
-fashion bar
- ebar
- i forgotten the name of this one. i remembered we finished the entire barrel of beer in just 15 mins or maybe 20 mins. lol.

other than these i think i am influenced to be a super regular of 97. sometimes i miss zouk. but i think 97 is better for me now coz we'll definitely have seats there!

next entire week will be dragonfly i think.

Gonna post a picture of pinky.

REVENGE. he took pictures of me when i am drunk !

and i came across this pic on double o website.

hehe.

Today will be working. :) at least something to do in the night.

HK trip with my sister cancelled due to insufficient funds. lol. but i will still be going genting! :)

i am hungry again.

2007-05-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

fucked up.

2007-05-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

super sick. coughing out intestines soon. my nose is gonna drop out soon too. :(

j**

2007-05-22T12:31:00.000+08:00

Peek - a - boo ~!

Went to work yesterday. about 2 hrs of work i met someone i don't really wish to see. Pink pig saved me by jio-ing me to drink at DR8. Waste time there and somehow dilly-dally-ed till that person left Guess what. Phew. Continue work till Apple came.

Pilot yesterday. Left malisa to work alone. :( Went to Piano club again to finish the bottle we had there.

Apple and Pink pig!

Billy and me!

Went to eat chicken chop at some coffee shop at boat quay.

Billy sent Pink pig and me home! Thanks :)

Apple went to 97. Was supposed to go, but didnt coz we're all tired and half drunk already.

The day before at 97 was nice. Dedicated a song for the live band there to sing.

为什么相爱的人不能在一起

Its a sad song, they chose to sing it as a last song. Nice :)

Gonna stay home today and rest, recuperate from all the excessive alcohol i've been taking in this week. As usual, hopefully i'll really stay home!

Gonna go back to sleep for now.

2007-05-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

Just woke up.

- got drunk the day before. First time in my life i got so drunk. I think im not bad, i can still recognise the way home. I remembered i lied on the sofa of guess what, then i turned my head to puke on the floor. then i fell on the floor! = fell on my own puke. and i was too tired to get up. then eric carried me up the sofa again.

Victor, jackson and eric super bad. Took pictures of me when i am drunk. When i looked at the pictures of me being drunk, it looks like i am sleeping more than i am drunk. So it isn't so bad. lol.

Yesterday went down to guess what to eat dinner with pink pig, eric, cynthia, michelle and ella. Pink pig's crab super nice. I almost ate all ! They call me pocket monster no.2 .

After that went to DR8 for fun. DR8 is a real nice pub! :)

Then Apple came, headed down to piano club with the boss of DR8. The boss of DR8 is super young! like 20 yrs old? Pink pig said piano club's interior is damn nice. if he is not wrong, should have a grand piano inside. We reached there, it looked like a night club to me, but it isn't. Just a place with girls singing oldies. =,=

Niao-ed pink pig for damn long. About this piano club thingy. Piano club, with no piano. only keyboard?! lol. After that we headed to boat quay, opposite shin8 to eat supper. Abalone noodles. Sucky. The abalone taste more like a rubber to me. I figured they buy maggi mee abalone flavour and take the abalone out from there.

Went on to babyface. Stayed for no more than 15 mins and headed to 97.

I am starting to like 97 ! Everyone thinks im bored in 97, but no leh. i like to sit down, listen to music and see ppl act dumb. LOL. Controlled my liquor yestrday, didn't drink much coz i was too tired from the day before. Smell alcohol also wanna puke already ~ But today's much better. Guess i can drink today ! :)

After 97, went chinatown to eat Mac big breakfast! Yum yum. Had a long chat with pink pig about religion stuffs.

Reached home 7am !

zzz style! All the way till now. Got to work tonight! :) Bye bye!

!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-19T13:15:00.001+08:00

super duper pissed. super duper tired. reached home at 6am. slept at 7am and got awoken at 8am to eat breakfast, thought can sleep peacefully after breakfast. but no, received a call at 1pm from dad to help him carry things in 20 mins time. super duper pissed and tired.cannot take it already. gonna die, and tonight got to work. fuck it. fuck all the insensitive cunts.

2007-05-17T04:28:00.000+08:00

第一次觉得放不下。
第一次心情像海洋。
第一次无力抵挡。
第一次会那么的渴望。

Dreams.

2007-05-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

took a cab to work yesterday. met a new friend. ma lisa! she's so nice. teaching me about fake lashes. she said i will get addicted to fake lashes once i am used to it ! hahaa. pub hopped around 3 pubs yesterday with eric. drank some beer around those pubs. i only remember i went to blue coral. the other 2, i forgotten the name. lol.

david and i are like scrutinizing the song ' 猪头哥哥' all the way yesterday. the mtv is idiotic and eric is pissed off with it coz once we entered one of the pub it was playing this song. and his nickname is pink pig. then when i went back to guess what, i went to search for ths song. the song goes something like this,

'猪头不是猪,
是个勇敢的人物。。。'

hahahahahaha.

after work went to 97 with ivan, ma lisa, n eric. david pilot in the end when we were heading there.. hmm..relaxed there, listened to some songs the live band was playing. very nice. so coincidently all the songs they were singing / playing are the songs i have been listening to now. after that, went to ma lisa's auntie's shop at havelock to eat teochew porridge.

the teochew porridge there is overpriced! 1 bowl of porridge $2. a plate of duck meat is $8 , fish $8 , simple fish cakes / vegetables is $3. never going back there again! we paid $32 for like a super simple meal. ma lisa was so pissed off with them. coz its super overpriced! and she felt bad coz her auntie owns that place.

after porridge, ivan send eric and ma lisa back . but he was super nice to me coz he send me back to my door step! hee. thanks :)

went home, showered. i thought i can sleep peacefully. BUT the pig song kept repeating in my mind i dunno why. just keep laughing. then i sms eric i seriously cant get to slp because of the song. he replied some gey yan msg .. he said. .

'nah..bei ... i so cute meh? hahaha ..'

then i laughed even more . sianzz. ji tao reached home at 5+ 6am .. then i woke up at 5pm ! and 6.30 i got to leave house for work ! wahhhhhh. at its already 5.50pm and im not preparing yet.

had a very weird dream today though. i dreamt that sun yan zi stepped in macdonald to buy some meal. then everyone were like screaming and shouting ! then after sun yan zi bought her meal, she saw a friend of hers. and when i look at her friend, he was actually a k box manager at cineleisure! wah piang.. how can ppl i dun even know, havent even interect with appear in my dreams? sun yan zi ? k box manager? ..

im going looney.

2007-05-15T04:11:00.000+08:00

"Love is what's left in a relationship after all the selfishness is taken out. Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever. I could never love where I could not respect. How much can my heart tolerate?"

2007-05-15T03:33:00.000+08:00

went out with jaric today. to central. after awhile i made quite a number of friends there!

gerald ( he owns a bathing ape shop in far east! wow.)
alex
angelina
rene
many many, forgotten their names.

and a new friend johnny! :)

many many thanks to u for sending me home. :) buay jia, treat u kfc ji tao throw the whip potato at me! hmmph.

i was told im the first customer to order kfc at central. hehehe. really mehhh ?!

i am just gonna sleep with bob tonight. because the rest are uber smelly and i juz bathed bob today! hee.

tml work. sian1/2 !!

- faster come online johnny!!!!!

2007-05-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a super crappy day. it was mother's day and we wanted to go over to thomson to have a nice dinner. then for some cock up parking reason we ended up in a police station. but it was okay coz at least we finished our dinner before going there.

after finishing everything there, i chiong-ed home and change. wanted to meet pink pig at 7.30, but i met him at 12 ! zzzz.

wanted to go 97 but they were all drunk after pub-hopping around 3 pubs. pink pig lied dead on the sofa at guess what.

david treat me a cheese prata. thanks :)

super tired. esp when i didnt sleep well the day before and i had a long day after that. can barely open my eyes after dinner. haiz. gonna make myself sit at home and rest for today because tml's work again. but david said today i might need to work. please dont call me to work plssss!

can anyone teach me how to sing xu ruo xuan's - ai xiao de yan jing? because its damn nice and the song is super high and its super hard to sing. and minusing key is super noob. imagine i can sing it damn well then the ppl in the pub will all shut up and listen to me sing this beautiful song. hahahahahaha. shit.

i have a feeling i will still end up going out to somewhere today even though i tell myself i should stay at home.

and btw, i am starting to hate somebody. really the word. HATE. zzz.

@$%@#%^

2007-05-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

WAhhhh. super duper uber tired! And its 6.10pm and its mothers day and its bathe the dogs day and its drinking day ! lucky no work today.

yesterday david dragged me to work. really tired until cannot tahan anymore. but still tahan-ed through the saturday crowd. alot of people and only 2 waitress working including me. can u imagine... BUT.. i made it. woooo. saw david's dog. pinky. so cute ! hee.

drank a bit.. sing songs, made new friends! played pool and i freakin loseee all the way. how can it be?!

went to geylang to eat with my colleagues, had steamboat. very nice :) and theres a singer singing. this china guy can sing really well. we made him sing hai kuo tian kong, cantonese , and he sang. super zai!

after that went over to somewhere and it was crap. but i hope both of you all are okay. you all know who you are.

tonight, goin to meet pink pig and go around boat quay den probably chill in shin8 then going 97! shag.

hope your tp went well. :)

2007-05-11T05:01:00.000+08:00

I am die die gonna blog tonight because there are so many things that happened that made me really really pissed. So i chose to vent it out here. Lots of stupid customers at work today. Really really stupid dumb people.

First, we have this lady. She was alone, and she ordered a tiger jug. After drinking about half of the jug, she got really high and i can say she looked super drunk to me. What will most of you all think? ' Lousy lah, can't hold her liquor well.' Then obviously, my boss can't possibly sit down and do nothing especially when she is alone. How is she gonna go home and bla bla bla. Thus, out of goodwill, he helped her call her bf / husband up and he actually came and pick her up. He settled the bill and left.

An hour or so later, he gave my boss a call. He said something like ' my gf/wife usually can hold her liquor quite well. But today she is gone after just half a jug. I suspect you all spite her beer. Otherwise its impossible for her to get so drunk. I am gonna lodge a complaint and make sure your licence for this pub is revoked.' And he hung up.

I feel really really pissed for my boss. Why the fuck will we want to spite her drink? Our boss are all busy with work and the bartender is fucking 19 yrs old and would definitely not want a fat auntie like her. If she is Fiona Xie, ok i give in. But fuck it. She is just a bloody auntie. Spite her drink, what do we get? Got really pissed. Licence revoked so easily then singapore wont have so many pubs. Basket.

Then theres this other customer who came, dressed filthily and he really stinks. And i mean STINK. You can smell him 5 tables away. Thats how bad it is. Not exaggerating. But nevertheless i went up and serve him. His first few lines to me was ' How much is this table? ask ur boss i want to buy. ' Then i reckoned he is a bit crazy. But nevertheless he ordered a jug of tiger. He was sitting just 2 tables away from the door. Was really scared that he will run away without paying and all that. So i took notice on him.

After about an hour or so he asked me to help him dedicate songs. But he doesnt want to sing, he just wanna listen. Very well. I asked him what songs he wanna listen. And he said ' anything by dong li huo che.'

Dong li huo che, initiative. I dedicated a few songs which are quite well known from them. Songs like ' wo bu zhi dao , dong li huo che, chong dong .. ' etc. Then he saw his songs play. Then he asked me back.. i went over and asked him is there anything i can help him with, holding on to my breath. He ji tao kan me and raised his voice at me and exclaimed, ' I TOLD YOU I WANT DONG LI HUO CHE RIGHT. ' Fucking hell, the system WAS playing dong li huo che's song and he fucking raised his anger at me. So i told him ,' these songs are by dong li huo che.' then he said' NONONO. ITS NOT.' Wah i got super pissed. Then later he said Dong li huo che got sing shi jie mo ri , etc.. Then i reckoned that he meant xin yue tuan. Then i deleted all the dong li huo che's song and insert xin yue tuan up. then he finally cooled down. FUCKER. Xin yue tuan and dong li huo che got a fucking big difference can?!?!!?!?!? Wah lao eh. I really wanted to point him my middle finger but i hold on. No point being angry over a lunatic.

What a day! Si bei sway.

Luckily Swee Lee, BQ and Watson came over and helped me pull through this miserable night at my workplace. Really felt sianz over that lunatic. For nothing kena shouted. Wah lao. I wish he kena car bang. Im not joking. I will be damn happy.

After work, went to Geylang Lorong *forgotten forgotten* to have Teochew porridge with the boys. Had a long chat with them. Chat about almost everything. Things like who can hold liquor better, talked about ghost stories. Magicians. Simply chilled and smoke. I like this feeling. Can talk anything under the sun... no wait. i mean moon.

I am gonna sleep now. Super duper drained!

Bye!

Double 0

2007-05-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

Omg. I published the post but its an error. Tried to recover the post but i cant. :( Gotta write all over again.

Yesterday worked. Supposedly supposed to work till closing. But around 11.30pm Eric jio-ed me to go double o with him and some of the customers cum friends. So we went there. Drank alot. Eric's first order was like 10jugs of liquor. Then 5 jugs, then 3 jugs. If i am not wrong..

5-10 and drank, danced a bit. Took loads of pics but im gonna upload only a few.

Eric and i .

An ah beng side of Eric.

Friends.

Drink!

Swee Lee came and look for me for awhile. But by the time he got here im already half dead. :(
Sorry swee lee. Dui bu qi. Who ask u pilot in the afternoon.

Watson and his pretty pretty girlfriend!
She's really pretty in real life. She's probably just not photogenic !

Watson and Swee Lee

Sweetie Swee lee and Amelia!

A big chiobu with me.

Hees. Quite an enjoyable night and fufilling.

One guy came and da shan with me. His pickup line is super dumb. He said ' you look charismatic.' , then he said,' you look like a model.' , then he said ,' anyone told u u look like this hong kong actress i forgotten her name.' .. then i told him,' i think u r high ! ' and left! hahahaha .

Gotta work tonight. Woke up at around 10am just to have breakfast with mum, dad and sis. So tired.

Probably gonna nap awhile..

FATEsss!

byee..

离开你我才发现，
自己那爱笑的眼睛，
流过泪，
像躲不过的暴风雨，
淋湿的昨天删去。
离开你我才找回自己，
那爱笑的眼睛。
再见爱情。。
我一定让自己，
让自己决定。

我一定让自己，
假装很坚定。

2007-05-09T03:26:00.000+08:00

I've been such a good girl today.

-Slept till 3pm and yet im still feeling really tired..
-mopped the floor, changed my bed sheet.
- stole a peppermint chocolate bar from my sister.
- Swee lee came over to my place to play with dogs.
- watched tv together
- We had dinner together with my parents at thomson
- took a cab and headed down to shin8
- met edmund and alan there.
- bq came.
- chilled awhile and left around 12.30
- had prata for supper.
- wanted to go 28 but full house.
- ended up going around geylang to see see ;)
- went home.

Tml will be another busy day. gonna meet an online seller to get my stuffs with sl, then going to njc, then should be off to work.

oh yeah. lerine, my colleague who works full time in my workplace quit. i wonder why. haiz. will see hows things tml.

byeee!

Tiring!

2007-05-07T15:54:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii!

I am super super sick. Everyday is drinking for me. Just took 2 tablets of Panadol for cold relief, but it doesnt really seem to help. Hope i won't end up in Gleneagles anytime soon. And the worse thing is i still got to work today! :(

Went Shin on saturday with the boys. Very fun. 'Xu zhi an' was there also. HAHA. Swee lee got half drunk again. When Swee lee he drunk he really talk lots of balls. Full of shit. I remembered he almost gave edmund $300 or something like that. Then there was a bunch of officers opposite the street and he pointed and shouted at them' CHIO BU'. Wah lao. Damn paiseh.

Took some pictures at Shin

Edmund and Reuben playing 5-10.

Then...

Reuben lose! Drink.

Hai keong.

I wanted to take a picture of BQ only but haikeong chup in.

kns. damn gay.

Jacky. small boy face.

Jackey and edwin ( i think his name is edwin. i forgotten.)

After that we headed down to 28. But its closed! :(

Anyway i worked yesterday. Quite fun. Eric gave me a t shirt. :)

He used to have a push cart selling these cute t shirts if i am not wrong.

Working today too. Hope it will be fine because im sick.

Swee lee - get well soon ! :)

W A S T E D

2007-05-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO. This picture is taken at Bq's car. hee.

Went to qb bar the other day. Boring place. Played pool and sing songs. Took pictures too because it was far too boring.

Swee Lee!

Edmund and i .

Qb sucks.

Yesterday , headed down to shin. Got high super fast. Had martell and chivas. Finished almost these 2 bottles with just 3 ppl including me. Edmund joined in later on. I was so high already and i was playing pool.

The guy who played pool with my looked like xu zhi an. HANDSOME. Then he give me chance, we played double on the last ball. Then he say ' u no need double. u hit in straight. i double can already.' Then in the end, i hit in straight, the black ball went it. first reaction -' YAY' , 2nd reaction ' zzz' jia zui. sianz1/2 .

Then this uncle who is a pool pro came and talk to me. He said, ' why u see handsome boy u dunno how to play pool already. ' then i say ' uncle i drink alot already. I still can play pool very good already, plus i am not a good player. i play for fun only.' then he say ' no, u play very well for a girl. i got notice u one.' LOL

Played pool with him. Obviously lose. He is the 1 cue kinda guy. Then he say ' the person who lose must eat the sashimi with ALOT of wasabi. then i say ' okay! '

then i dipped the sashimi with lots of wasabi. Ate it.

He said ' are u tearing already? '

I said, ' no leh, i love wasabi. '

then he give me the sianz1/2 face. hahahaha.

Took a few pics with swee lee at shin.

Swee lee tried to qiang wen me dunno how many times. I pinched his nipple super hard he cried for help. hahahaha.

After awhile we left shin. I bade goodbye to my little xu zhi an. He said bye to me also. wah piang. SHUAI .

Then we went to eat. Had cheese prata.

Then when we walked to the car, i started to puke. Then after i finished puking, i sat down on the road like a loser. Then i started to cry.

wah lao, super emo i dunno why. Then Swee lee and BQ came and console me. Felt better.

Oh yeah, when i was feeling down yesterday, i subconsciously tear up a $50 note for some dumb reason.

Then Taizi msged me some stuffs. Couldnt sleep. Kept me company for awhile.

Wonder whats gonna be on today.

Lates!

祝你幸福

2007-05-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

早已习惯你的气味，还能多少记住甜蜜的感觉。不想再问，幸福会有多远，偶尔沉默让它慢慢地散去。早已习惯你的呼吸，还能多少留恋幸福的感情。不想再问，怕自己变得好清晰，寂寞让我看清爱情的脆弱。那天的我还是寻找离开的理由，可是你却没有去想过要把我挽留，让我站在雨里，被那雨滴打中，是否会这样轻易放手，不再为我停留。那夜的你还是决定选择了离去，只是我忍着心痛不再让你受委屈，让你擦干眼泪，带着伤痛离去，就算心碎地走那每一步，我祝你幸福。

2007-05-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

Work is gonna start tml! the sianz feeling is filling me up all the way today. ZzzZz
Boat quay later with the boys! hee.

u suck!

SL i changed the typo error. FOR YOU ONLY !!

2007-04-30T16:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was really a M A X day! hahahahha uber fun even though its just simple meetings with some friends.

Only met up with sl after dinner with my parents. Dad sent me to AMK to meet them for billiard! I won SL ! Yesterday billiard was damn 邪门. My straight balls just cant be hit into the pocket. And all my double goes in. Last 3 balls, blue, pink, black. I scored these 3 with double center. Continuously. Wah piang. I cannot believe myself. doubt i can do it again. Super lucky yesterday hahaha.

Then we went home! It was only 10pm+ .. then in the end ed got bored then asked wanna chill or not. So when i left home it was about 2am ++ . Bet with sl i will reach earlier than him. Because he still need to pack some stuffs to bring there while i dont. Like his chivas bottle, he needs to go to 7 eleven to buy green tea and ciggs for ed. While i just need to make up and get my ass down. But shit man, When i reached it was 2.37am on my watch. SL already reach and smoking there!! i thought i will be earlier. KNS.

Oh ya, yesterday was my first time seeing bob sleeping with his tongue sticking out.

So cute! He is MY BABY! hee hee.

Ok, after that we reached ed's condo, he took a real long time to get his ass down. then when he reached, found a place to sit down. Then he presented his 3 fabulous 'cups' that we told him to bring.

1 is a aladdin cup. The one in the middle is i eat wanton mee they give me ta bao home one. Another one i think eat jelly can get.

Sl and i kp ed about the cups. Then it began to rain !! ahhhhh. Then we had to chill around the BBQ pit area where theres shelter. But it doesnt really make a difference coz the rain got so huge , we all still got wet ! Ed named the bbq pit 'wine hut ' now. lol.

Called mac thrice. I think its the same customer service officer. stupid. freaking bitchy. We called 3 times and 3 times we get ' sorry, because of the weather we cant deliver to you all now for the safety of our riders'. Stupid right? Because its raining thats why we need to call for delivery and they dont deliver. Might as well stop this service. dumb.

Then I wanted to use the loo badly. Sl bring me go toilet. So nice right? come back he fucking push me down the pool ! IDIOT. i wont forget. Plus its raining birds and fishes, the boys got so cold already. Plus me? IM WET lah. Even worse. Machiam shivering!

Then i make sl drink ! Then he got half drunk and super high. He went to puke. Guess where he puke ? We were on the 1st level. He puked down to the basement. The basement is some carpark. I think that guy's car below is gone. Filled with Sl's waste! hahahahaha.

At first sl was soo happy, he said he wanna challenge me drinking.

Then later how?

Sissy! hahahahaha. Then in the end sl end up slping. Left ed and i. Talked awhile. He said he see me before at my ex working place while they were showing world cup. Hahaha, dont remember. But i still find ed's face super familiar. Like ive met him somewhere before. But i really dont remember if its at my ex working place or not. Its sooo long already.

Today will be another busy day! Going to watch movie with sl then going to many many places for interview. I will be going for the one with most pay. So far $10/hr is the highest. But others with $8/hr has good commission. So i will still be going down to have a look and judge!

Bet tonight will be drinking night again.

Godiva - 25 left.

Lates!

Some fuckers.

2007-04-29T04:55:00.000+08:00

Some people are just too bo liao on the net. And they tend to do stupid things. I dont know how to describe. Some examples i got from wholivesnearyou.com

Pretty girl. But i think she's a guy.

And some msges are just way too sweet.

But too bad. Its gone. All good things come to an end.

Had fun today. Thanks BQ , SL, Ed, Rb and S. :)

27 more godiva chocs to go. :)

2007-04-28T13:19:00.000+08:00

will you really be back when i finish the entire box of godiva chocs?
Hmmm, its been a day and i miss you quite terribly love. :(
28 more days to go :)

2007-04-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

thx for the accompany. but how can u bring my t shirt home? idiot. u should have let me know. hehe.

2007-04-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

Funny. I received an sms from an anonymous person. It goes like this.

' As a friend of yours, I advise you to cut down on smoking. I don't wanna attend your funeral so soon. And if you're working later, don't be late and please don't take a cab to work.'

This person here must know my lifestyle rather well. Well whoever it is, thanks. hahahaha.

Town, central day !

2007-04-26T12:38:00.000+08:00

Got a big scolding from dad yesterday. I went out without informing my mum. She bought dinner for me and she got to throw it away because i wasnt at home. :( Felt so bad. Sorry mummy. The worse thing is that she deliberately went to buy it for me, because the whole family ate themselves individually. And she thought i will be at home. :( :(

Some stupid pictures.

Nose, mouth ears. Belongs to Mr Jaricson. hahahaha.

Candid shot.

Just realised this picture is actually a reflection of ______ ...

Jaric and Dt. DT is a super super nice nice guy! He taught me patiently how to play pool the right way. hehehe.

Central. A bit red now. Shit.

:)

Felt much better now. Except that my nose is killing me. Flu flu flu.

Yesterday a guy showed me a picture of his one month old baby. Super cute. Then i told him i am a mother of 3. He got super shocked. Then i showed him Bob, Cherry and Sugar's photo. HAHA.

Will be a slacky day today. Will be starting work soon. Not working with dad for this moment. :) 走呀走，也走到了这一步。真希望时间能停留在这一秒。我曾经有的奋斗力以因你而不再存在了。好累。不知道在盼望什么，也不清楚自己的选择是否正确。你到底是真实的吗？不想怀疑。就算你所做的一切都是虚伪的，我也毫无选择。祝你幸福。

你身边的女人总是美丽，
你追逐的爱情总是游戏。
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友，
还想有那么一点点自私的占有。

2007-04-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

A little part of my little house.

Bob trying to tell Cherry a little secret!

Cherry sleeping happily!

Konichiwa!

Last night, 3am , the most inauspicious hour. Once again history repeats, i was hospitalized in Gleneagles! Dr sng and Dr Tan can still remember me. They were like ' its been a long time i see u here. what happen. nice hair .. ' etc. hahaha aint doctors supposed to be busy busy ppl ? yet they can still remember me. Had 2 jabs. I like gleneagles more than other hospitals because they dont make u wait and wait like an idiot. Thanks for being there for me even though u got to work the next day. Appreciate it. Left hospital about 12pm today. Wah tired sia...

Gonna meet a friend in town later. Will enjoy. Maybe drinking!! hee hee. not a right time to drink i know. i should just rest. but cannot lah, very boring! byebye!

2007-04-24T16:21:00.000+08:00

How magnanimous can you be?

Eg.

FYI. ( The font in green is mine and the font in black belongs to my friend. ) And for the uninitiated, ONS simply means one night stand.

So , will you be angry? if your partner went on a ONS with someone else just because he/she was drunk that night. Or u will be understanding and say its okay?

2007-04-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

I may not be working.
I may not be schooling.
I am not a party animal.
But i am still very very busy.
With almost a lot of things.
No one understands.
Too many problems.
Hard to solve.
Sigh.

Sugar is doing her business almost everywhere in the house. Pissed, but she's still so cute.

2007-04-23T16:21:00.000+08:00

今天我终于看出事情所发生一切的原因。为什么会发生地那么快。原来如此。你所做的一切全都是为了你自己。你自私的想法只会令我越来越讨厌你。请你尊重你自己，再来想一想我的感受。什么都是钱钱钱，我知道我没有能力给你那么多钱，我也很清楚你除了钱，什么都不重要。很好，你要我这样做，我就成全你。我永远都会记住这一天，你对我说了这一番那么难听的话。你真得令我百分之百地失望。算我倒霉，上辈子欠你的，我今生就把欠你的都还给你。你很开心吧？我要你后悔一辈子。我恨死你了。

我很谢谢你能体谅我的感受。也很感谢老天爷让你那么了解我的心情。但我知道我这样推出对你很不公平。你能教我怎么做吗？事情来地太突然。我也不知如何是好。我真的不懂要怎么面对和解决。面对你，我就像一个犯人。我不知道要如何向你道歉。我知道你对我好，某些时候也非常地疼爱我。既然我无法面对面地跟你说sorry，我就在这里对你说。真的很抱歉。如有下辈子，我一定会报答你。=)

Too emo today. Too many things happened. Above is written in chinese for a reason. I need someone to mind-fuck me totally. Im going insane. I just want to cry it out. Fuck it.

2007-04-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

Kids can really be real adorable at times.

And Bob can be a real kaypoh at times.

Met someone i dont wanna meet today. Things are finalized in a certain way. Wish me all the best.

真希望快点下雪，你就会把我抱紧。在你的厚外套里，所有距离变成零。我要单独和你在一起，直到下个世纪。没有别人可以叁与，谁也不会忘记。I love you，我很确定只想为你活。I miss you，让我躲在你大大的手。I love you 只要这一句就已足够，I miss you，你是冬天最暖的炉火。

2007-04-22T03:47:00.000+08:00

Sang ktv at The One today. Not bad. The rate is quite cheap there, but nevertheless the system sucked. Sang many many nice nice songs and met a few new friends. And i met Alex's twin brother. But they really really dont look alike in my view. Took some pictures there.

Uncle Dean and i!

Hai tun and i. hahaha. hai tun ah hai tun !

Alex and i! = )

Played pool twice. Won in the afternoon but lost all the way in the night. :(

bumped into loads of ppl in kpool too. xinyi, stanley. Preston too ! he still looked as good as ever! with nice nice nice hair! he said i looked much better in my long hair. But its ok because louis said this hairstyle is nice, i juz haven gotten used to it. :)

Met a new friend on WLNY. He saw me in a pub playing pool before, he said i played really really well and he was quite impressed. WTF. my pool sucks can. Anyway he's a hairstylist. Wow. hehehehe. :)

Dean sent me home. As usual, Mr nice guy ! Then passed him some stuffs, till now. All the way. Gonna sleep soon. Im drained.

此刻与你相拥，也算有始有终。。。祝福有许多种，心痛却尽在不言中。请你一定要比我幸福，才不枉费我狼狈退出。再痛也不说苦，爱不用抱歉来弥补，至少我能成全你的追逐。请记得你要比我幸福，才值得我对自己残酷。我默默的倒数，最后再把你看清楚看你眼里的我好模糊，慢慢被放弃。放心去追逐你的幸福，别管我愿不愿，孤不孤独，都别在乎。。。

2007-04-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

One of these days you will realise what i have done now is for the sake of the both of us. You might hate me now, and blame me for doing stupid things, but trust me, its for the best. I have my own views too. To a certain extend, you might think its no need for that.

Go on with your happy life. Go on drinking and working. School starts i hope you will study well, anyway i know you will. Whether or not i have to tell you or wish you anything.

Find a new love soon. Because there is no point clinging on to a faithless love. And i will be gone very soon.

Love is not finding a person you can live with, but finding a person you can't live without. But after this month, it goes to show that we can live without each other, much to a extend of being happy. So good luck in whatever you do. The person that might be meant to be with you is always beside you. You should know who i mean. I know you will be much happier with her. Treasure this chance even though you might say its not. Nothing is impossible as long as you put in your 100% effort.

We are just not meant to be. Fate brought us together, but destiny disapproves of us. We encountered too many problems together. Although we both put in effort to hold on all the time, it just goes to show our problems can never be solved even though we put in 101% of effort. Its time to put an end. I know we're all tired. And get on, move on, and not to reminisce anymore. Because there is no point in doing so.

We shouldn't contact anymore.

Take care always. And do forget me. All the best. :)

2007-04-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hi !!! :)

Watched Hearty Paws today. This show has been out quite sometime ago, but the theatres stopped showing it quite sometime ago too. My friend was really thoughtful to get a DVD and offered to watch it with me though he has already watched it. I wonder where did he get the DVD from? Coz' from what i know, the DVD shouldnt be out so soon. I wonder where he stole it from. hahaha, but anyway, he's super thoughtful lah.

Some people can really take note of your likes and don't likes, what u have regretted not doing, eg. a simple movie, and they will actually remember it and make it possible for you to watch it. While some others just don't. 'Movie stopped showing ah? too bad lor. Dont watch lor. ' There IS a difference. You may think this is bullshit, but its actually just simple bits and pieces that makes things work. Went to rocky's to chill. He bought me ice lemon tea. Then i told him that i hate ice lemon tea, he immediately bought a ice latte instead and he chucked the ice lemon tea aside. How sweet. :) But i believe some others will be like ' JUST DRINK LAH. HAIYOOO.' These are the people that doesn't care! Argh.

After chilling, drove to a club ( i forgotten whats that club's name ) and we had lunch at Buddy Hoagies. They serve really nice western food there. And the ambience and deco is really really nice!

Reached home, chilled awhile and went out for dinner with my family. Went to Junction 8 for Thai express. Bought my ipod ear piece. Apple is really making A LOT of money. One god-damn earpiece is $44. argh. Then we went to Ang mo kio, bought a handphone and went home. Tiring friday. But still feels fulfiling in a way. :) thanks to you. :)

咖啡麻醉不了孤单，只会让心更慌。。。
我学会了，你呢？
请你把我给忘了吧。。。
这对我们三个人都有好处。
你听懂了吗？

*SMILESSSSS*

Dogsssss.

2007-04-20T12:09:00.000+08:00

Hello! Ive collected Sugar yesterday. She's uber uber cute. and small! She weighs merely 1kg. And she is super small. Estimated size = put your two palms together vertically, thats how ' long' she is. She is small, but naughty. She's munching on my carpet 24/7. :) Take a look at her.

She's quite lucky to have a little cushy bed on her own. My other dogs didnt get that priority.

Bob!

Cherry!

Sugar!

Combo !

hahaha ok . its lame. going out real soon. Tc guys. :)

2007-04-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了。你曾对我说，你永远，是我的。为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了。你快乐，我就快乐。也许是我们彼此都太年轻了，总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里。每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火，你也离开我，我还是想对你说。。。Baby I Love You So Much，你走了我的心在淌血。Baby You Hurt Me So Bad，想要你回到我的世界。Baby I Love You So Much，你给我的诺言已经瓦解。只要我们都爱著，无论多苦都值得。。说好的。。。你怎么，忘记了？。。。

2007-04-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

Went to sim lim square to get my camera today. bought a Sony Dsc T-20 , white. Its 8.1 megapixels and it looks so chic and cute! :) I wanted to get a pink one, but guess what? They had 4 colours. Black, Silver, White and Pink. The pink one costs $60 more than the other colours. So i had to settle down for a white, which also looks quite nice . :) Busted $565 on the camera. Im broke broke broke!

And i busted another $1400 on another dog! A maltese. Its sooo cute. and this is the last. not gonna get anymore dogs. 3 is enough ! Hee hee hee hee. Im broke, but contented! = )

I wanted to name my maltese something starting with D . But i guess i will name it sugar, since its so white and sweet. And she is super naughty ! Will upload pictures of it soon. Hee Hee.

Oh ya, i dyed my hair yesterday. I look super ah lian now. Shit i hate the colour and i hate my short pathetic fringe. But many said it looked nice and cute on me. ARGHGHHH. Cute = young. IM OLD ALREADY LAH. shit.

I almost killed someone yesterday.

blablabllablabllbalaaaaaaaa BYE.

2007-04-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

My cherry is practically traumatised. I feel so painful for her. She went for her 2nd vaccination today, bet it hurts. You poor lil thing. :(

Has been quite a busy day. Lots of things to do on the computer. Im getting a camera soon ! I want it to be pink / red in colour. :)

Might be heading to wala wala tonight. We shall see ! Bet its gonna be fun.

4 more days and dun dun's going back. Might be visiting him in august, shall see if vitamin m is sufficient. A bloody air tix to Aussie is already $800 + and its a budget air line. shit. :(

Burned a CD for my dad with all his favourite oldies in it. He got so happy . :)

Dad ask me to throw your toothbrush away. Hai.

GTG.

Facts !

2007-04-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

Facts about me !

1. I HATE people scolding me vulgarities.
2. I love animals :)
3. I love snakes! Especially cobras.
4. I have a special ability nobody knows :)
5. I smoke at least 2 packets a day.
6. I wanna live in a zoo.
7. I am broke.
8. and fat.
9. i think i have the coolest neighbours in town.
10. Family and friends are still the best. :)

bye bye.

2007-04-14T12:28:00.000+08:00

Mr Jaricson gave me a big fat kiss yesterday. SICK! hahahahahaha.

Went to town, chilled, pool and had dinner with Jaric and Thomas. Then went to Chijmes and had some drinks with dunnie, bronson, Swee Lee and Douglas :) A very short period at Hog's breath.

Went to Boat quay and meet Thomas and Jaric again. Jugs of beer, pool games. Ruled the pool table for awhile.

Btw, i hate mahjong. :(

2007-04-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

Thanks for today. :) Really touched on the things you did. After knowing what had happened to me,

You gave me a shoulder to lean on;
taught me how to cycle, :)
took care of my dogs,
brought me to a jacuzzi,
found the most girly top you have for me, which doesnt really make a difference.
Played monopoly instead of mahjong with your friends.
tired, but you still cooked bacon, ham, sausage and egg for me.
you did the dishes.
you dried my hair so that i can rest.

thanks. super touched. <3

I didnt know there can also be enjoyments without drinking. You made me realise that. :)

labret!

2007-04-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

repierced my labret at $70. a friend came over my place to get it done. nice and neat work :) .

tiring day for me today. slept at 4am and woke up at 7am. went to hospital , eat and all, reached home , slept through till 7 +. super energetic now. waiting for my friend to pick me up . hee.

very contented with life now. i like it this way. dont wanna ask for anything more or less. its just ohso right now. a happy lil girl - ME ! :) bye!

= D

2007-04-12T02:51:00.000+08:00

Today was fun fun fun ! The whole entire day was laughing and laughing with Alex and Dean. Lol, its really fun to have funny and humourous people around. Went to pub. Chilled, pool, dinner etc. Gonna be a long day today :)

Went to cine first! Played billiard. THEN, Dunnie called! And i saw him. He's face is filled with pimples now. Super cute ! will hang out with him soon before he fucks back to aussie. Bumped into many people! Han, ah bao, bronson, swee lee, dunnie, josh, many many.. they're all still cine crazy freaks :)

Waited for jaric at mc cafe. :)

A picture with alex

then we went to white bar. Challenged pool and i won some . hee hee.

Dean and i

The safety rider.

Havent met my dear cherry?

awww. she's sooo sweet yeah?

with nice nice eyes! heeeeee. got to wake up at 7am. i have 4 more hours to go. boo hoo hoo :( have a EARLY night.

oo !

2007-04-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

been busy these few days. :) and i bought something illegal today. Not talking much about it because i dun wanna be fine a maximum of $5000 or get jailed.. ahaha. schedules are packed for the week. And i bet i am getting a sum of money soon ! YAY. Drinking soon. byeeeee.

New pup !

2007-04-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

Got a new pup. A schnauzer, we named it Cherry. Its a gentle but greedy female puppy! Will upload pics of it soon. Named it with a capital C for a reason.

A - Anna, Amelia, Angela ( Mum, me and sis )
B - Bobby. Our male loving dog.
C - Cherry. New sibling.

I expect a female poodle coming very soon because we've called up most of the well-known pet shops in singapore. And they're all keeping a lookout for us.

I made a pact with my mum to keep these loving dogs. No one knows whats the pact about except my family. Its hard, but i will keep to my words. :)

I am going to sleep soon.

i hate people who does animal abuse.

what a day!

2007-04-07T03:20:00.000+08:00

Today's been a fruitful day with you. =) , Lunch, walked bob, movie , dinner in the void deck, pool ( both of you lost to me lol ), and chat all the night through with a bit of drinks. Thanks. But nevertheless im tired. Tomorrow will be another busy day. Work is gonna start soon i guess.

I don't like realistic mosquitoes. No one will really know what i mean. I'll just take everything like its a pinch of salt.

Our story will be back.

SWAY. UNLUCKY. PAN-TANG, CHAM.

2007-04-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

I met with a car accident yesterday. Its so damn fucking sway. My cab crashed into a bloody Honda on the expressway. The car infront of my cab stopped for nothing. THEN, its not the end, the car behind my cab hit my cab too. FUCK and i wasnt wearing seat belt.

- 2 police car came.
- im late for my appointment.
-i cant fucking flag for a cab on a god damn expressway.
- one police car sent me to the nearest place to get a cab.
- many people saw me getting down the police car.
- they think im a hooligan.

BUT

-my cab fare was cheaper because i didnt pay the earlier half.

fuck off. i hope i dont suffer from a concussion.

Yesterday was drinking with many many many friends. Took loads of pics but im lazy to upload it up. Went to lots of places. Reached home at 5am. I even went to admire trees with my friends lol.

Today's good friday. Public holiday. But it makes no difference to me at all.

i'm gonna walk bob now.

happy.

2007-04-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, someone managed to say something, to do something and show me something which made me felt like a happy little girl :) . i think i havent smiled for ages. Thanks. You know who you are. :)

Feeling really tired now. ZzZzZ

I want a chow chow!

2007-04-04T14:48:00.000+08:00

I wanna get a chow chow rather than a female toy poodle now. Who cares about mating more toy poodles? I WANT CHOW CHOW. They look like a little lion from afar, and they've got nice fur and they're all so fluffy and cute. Blue-grey tongue. But their origin is from China lehhhhh... hahahahaha.

Had fun yesterday ! Won $70 from playing pool. $10/game but i lost twice , so in the end i still win $50. Yay :)

Was really high yesterday from all the drinks. But i wasnt drunk! Had fun with Haze, Xiao Lan , Dean , Alex and Yonghe. Met Dean and Alex at cine first , played a bit of pool, had Kobayashi ( alex's treat lol ) , and yonghe picked us up and we headed to boat quay. Bumpd into Mr charles there! He was with his gf if i wasnt wrong. One guy came and asked for my hp number but i was too shy so my friend pulled me away. hahaha. Had fun ! Sang songs, 死性不该，小手拉大手，恋爱频率，i believe, and many many more. Here's a picture dean took for alex and i :)

shit face damn red. ok.. erm 2 zombies.

when i got home it was about 2plus coming to 3. still early but its alright. Kept myself occupied, chat with jaric on the phone and went to bed.

Today! supposedly supposed to watch movie with the girls. But i decided not to go because today before my sis left house she told me that bob refused to eat his dinner, refused to play with anyone and looked super upset when i wasnt around. He only sat outside my room door and waited for me to come home. i havent seen bob sad before. He is always happy. Could it be because he's missing me too much ? hehe. poor thing. Thats why i am not going out today. To make up the time ive not spent with my beloved dog this 1 week + .

Bob biting his bone! I just showered for him so now he is a xiang xiang bob. Later its snickers and mars 's turn ! :) ciaos.

你想要的，我却不能够给你我全部，我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的，我们不适合，也不想认输，好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭。。。

-

2007-04-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

i think i deserve better. i just wish i can run away from everything and start all over again. without you.

=)

2007-04-03T06:25:00.000+08:00

I dont know what to say about today. It can be a happy day if i were to look on the bright side, but nevertheless it can be a shitty day which sucked like balls. Everything happened at the same time, and at the wrong time. Nevertheless the pact which was set will still resume, and it will be a test of love, a test of our relationship. Thanks for your kisses and hugs, all these are just mere assurance even though i dont really know if these are sincerely from you.

Sometimes things cant just go in a way we want. We just have to accept, learn, improve, or if we have to , get over it and move on. I choose the primary, and i know you've made the same choice too. We will see, if such obstacles can drift us apart. Not for me definitely, because for sure i know my love for you is genuine or not. But many told me not to just look with your heart, but look and observe with your eyes. Coz sometimes your heart may give you the wrong answer towards certain things you are uncertain of.

Played mahjong. I suck in it, i hate it and i am not willing to learn it. But i still had fun taking pictures of time sneakily while they are concentrating on winning money.

I cant believe my playful side of me can actually show up at such a timing. Too bored sitting and smoking and drinking all alone i guess.

hee hee. so funny. ivan is actually damn du lan in the game. He has yet to hu for dunno how many rounds of games.

I hate myself for being like this. Maybe in a couple of days i will be better. Just .. much better.

And for those who claims that they care for me, this is also a test for you all to show your concern for me. Because i know many of you all have already started on it. Thanks :)

2007-04-02T11:48:00.000+08:00

Busy day yesterday. Just wanna keep myself as busy as i can be :) . Walked my dog with bronson yesterday afternoon. He had lunch, but i had Teh peng! Stupid blong keep saying my dog is stupid. Fucker. Then Jaric called! And asked if i wanna hang out, he was feeling so moody. :( so i went over and met him and josh. We chatted over at rocky master with a glass of ice latte and cheesecake, ciggs and just talked about troubles. For about an hour or 2, we went over to heeren to get some stuffs. Then ! we took a train to Raffles place, boat quay. Hmm, wanted to go to the white bar, but it was closed! Many pubs are closed, so we just went to the one opposite white bar and club rav, Zoon. The chairs are really much more comfy than other ktvs.

Josh took a picture for us.

Jaric and i at Zoon :)

I drank and sang !

After that, josh went home around 10 plus because hes got some errands to do or something...

After Zoon, we came out and i saw the boss of White bar! He apologised for not opening his pub! haha nice person.

Then we headed to dhoby ghaut and met up with Eugene and his friend. I forgotten what was Eugene friend's name. :(

Headed to Prinsep street's Spyder. Drank again. played 5-10 and direction games. Eugene kept losing to me in direction and i kept losing in 5-10. I suck in 5-10. Played cards too. Jaric was too emo to play or do anything. He just kept smoking, calling on his phone, smsing and refused to play anything with us. Poor thing. Hope he is feeling better. And i bumped into Winson in Spyder! Cool! As usual, he sang really really well.

Some pictures we took outside spyder.

Jaric left to look for his gf and now its just me , eugene and his friend. We had no where to go to, roamed the streets around paradiz centre and walked to desker road to find some entertainment. While we were talking on the streets, this crazy man whom we assumed was drunk ( we assumed because he really doesnt look like he is drunk ) came to us and he was eating some crackers. i was so scared! Thought he's gonna snatch my money or something. Or rob us or something like that. ahhahaha, then eugene's friend went like' what you want? ' then he went like ' nothing .. ' , then he said ' then you come here for what? ' then he said ' nothing lah' . he just kept saying nothing and nothing. then eugene's friend got pissed then he said , ' we stand here also never trouble you why u keep staring at us. ' then he went , ' nothing lah..' KNN everything nothing. hahaha. then he suddenly ask whats your name? You want to fight is it. then he said, ' we stand here never do anything to you , you stare at us and now u want to fight us. ' then he said, ' u think u all can win me ah. i tell u, 2 of u all cannot win me. ( referring to eugene and his friend ) I dont know how to say anything more. But it was still scary standing there and i can feel that danger was quite near. :( i am such a good girl. After that , we talked for awhile more and i headed home. Eugene and his friend went to nearby kopitiam and drink.

When i got home, i was feeling uber cold. Switched off the aircon and on the fan. Still feeling cold, i switched off the fan and slept for awhile under my blanket. Then i started to feel really warm and i was having cold sweat. Tested for my temperature and it was 39.8 degree celcius. fuck, i hate feeling sick. Took panadols , on the air con as usual and went to bed. And ! miraculously i am fine today ! No fever other than my body is aching from head to toe. Phew, i hate being sick. and thank god im not sick ! Weewwww.

smack smack smack!

2007-04-01T13:54:00.000+08:00

Went to JB yesterday. Its my first time heading there in the night, and its the first time i went there with Hub. I won't say its enjoyable. Coz we're both quite tired. And we had a lousy meal at KFC. Coz all the other eateries are closed, so we didn't really have a choice. The other outdoor coffeeshops are far. And i didn't really want to walk there, and btw, i doubt it will be any nicer. Bought a camouflage jacket at RM36. Really cheap! I thought it will be much more expensive, but it had a 40% discount. Good buy! Bought some fashion magazines and now i can flip through them when i am bored!

Stayed over at a friend's house yesterday. Watched prison break. I didnt really understand whats goin' on in the show coz i didnt catch up with the episodes. So instead of watching, i chatted and drank with my other friends who weren't really watching. Had at least 4 cans of amsterdam and a bit of hard liquor and wines here and there. Wasn't drunk, but i admit i was high ! Played a electronic game with them. Really funny. Wasn't my first time playing it but it was wee fun to play with it again. Ok this is how the game goes. Press a button and the light on the machine turns green . 4 Players involved. After the light turns red, the fastest person from the 4 people have to press the button. The slower 3 will be electricuted mildly. HAHA its damn funny. And if you are kiasu, and you press first instead of waiting for the button to turn red, you get electricuted too. It is not an easy game to play if you are already tipsy. So guess what, in the end all of us cheated. Instead of waiting for the button to turn red, we cheated and observed who isnt really concentrating OR concentrating too much on the button and we go over and hit their button on their controller. SMACK HARD. and they get electricuted! hahahaha . A friend got really drunk and he slept in the toilet. And leon wanted to pee, but he was already lying on the toilet bowl. So he simply pee in the toilet bowl. But that corpse there didnt know anything. Fun fun fun ! I slept alone in the guest room while the rest of them started mahjong, just wanted some time alone and i slept till about 11am, leon and friends came in and shouted and shouted for me to wake up. Damn. So i reluctantly went to eat tao huay at geylang. (only slept for 5 hrs or so ) Met Steffi and Chanel later on. Havent got in contact with them, but Leon puked after like 3-4 mouths of tao huay. He puked infront of the shop. it was damn embarassing ! but he apologised and offered to mop for them. But luckily the workers were nice and said its okay. I'm happy they didnt make a fuss or otherwise it will be so embarassing to continue eating there.

After that my friend send me home. And i just reached home like an hour ago. I think ive got a bit of a hangover. and i am waiting for hub to wake up !

wing wing wing wing wing BOO!

2007-03-31T04:35:00.000+08:00

Its been sometime since ive been blogging regularly. And now i am telling myself that i have to start blogging again just to keep myself occupied and keeping dear memories along the way !

Met up with my BMC mates and an old friend of mine. Zouking whenever i can, bumping into people i havent met for sometime or rather in a long long while. The feeling is nevertheless great whenever i see those old peeps and homies of mine, still doing as great as ever!

K is greatttt! I wonder why but he's the most gentleman person i have ever met in my life! Too much to say but ive had a great time chatting with him practically for the whole 2 -3 hours. Shared problems and gave advices whenever we can. I know you wont be reading this , or probably you will but you might not know who i am referring to. But i still wanna thank you silently in me becaused you listened to my craps when you were already half drunk. :)

Today's girls night out with my girls. Fiona just cant stop heads from turning whereever we go. From street to street. DUH she's hot thats why. man i'm jealous. How i wish my tummy can disappear tomorrow. and i mean TOTALLY. Its getting on my nerves and crunches aint helping at all !

Its 4.40am and i am still not sleeping. I'm waiting for his call. And i swear im not gonna sleep till he calls. In a relationship, certain embroilments are simply inevitable. But i guess we will still go through it. I always believe and tell people that quarrels within two party which are not leading to break ups will actually strengthen your bond between your partners as time goes by. But i just can't use this piece of wise advice on myself. Hmmmm. hahahhaa , its always contradicting.

Smoking helluva lot now. Practically 2 packets or more. Im going fat and broke. My head is gonna explode soon due to hi-bye lala syndrome. Fuck. What kind of stupid sickness is that. DUh as i said, im going crazy. My head is spinning and i am looney for a moment. I just wish i will be alright tomorrow.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day. Gonna go shopping with a friend of mine, heading for a job interview which im not sure if i would want to take up. Hey, who would say yes to a job, which needs you to sit in a reception area for hours, and wait; in a night club? but the pay is good lehhhhhhhhhhh. lah lah lah lah. Im just gonna give it a try anyways.

My dog is going to be as crazy as its owner. -ME- . He runs and barks like a mad dog. Chillllllllllll! I want drinks now. and i mean good ol' amsterdam. Muuuueeee!

Gerald - Amelia dont suck. You are the sucker you knn ccb! :)

2007-03-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Animal craze!

2007-03-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

i've really been keen on keeping pets these days. i love them all especially my little red miniature toy poodle. Bobby ! He's really a uber cute dog that keeps me occupied whenever im bored or free. I'll walk him, run with him, or even clear his waste happily! I'm glad hub loves him just as much. He's turned 6 months old now. I love you bob ! :)

and to my terapins . A dedication to you cute little thing. There used to be 7 of you. But 2 of you guys are gone just like that. Be happy . And im sorry i cant possibly put you all near a sea shore.

And last but not least. Hi crabbies! Welcome to your new home. I will get an aquarium for you all soon so you get live with your other other other friends!

By the way, the way crabs behave are really amusing. The way they eat, the way they walk, the way that they are so so alert all the time really amuses me. And they really eat a lot. I mean it. Despite their petite size.

Thank you baby for getting me these little cute crabbies. They dont look that pretty but i still find them really cute. Love you.

noob

2006-12-15T11:03:00.000+08:00

my hp's batt is freakin low and its pissing me off. i left my charger at hub's place and i'm in a way or another, feeling uber handicapped without my handphone. how am i gonna contact hub? and how am i gonna contact nikki for my jacket today? Fuck it! and someone actually told me that i can actually use a bloody usb cable to actually charge my phone just like the way i charge my ipod. very well. i wonder if its true. if it is then im probably the sua ku-est person on earth. coz i did, and its not working. i still hear the ' ding ding ' sound which indicates ' BATTERY LOW' , and usb port is juz giving me a hope to hope on even though its a foolish hope. its simply .. NOT WORKING.

ive been sleeping wayy too much for the past 219857197515 days and my eye bags are getting darker than ever before. i need to exercise. climbing up the stairs makes me pant like some atheletic like after they ran for miles, i think swimming 1 lap already makes me shag like some whatever you call them or whatever it may be.

Some people really piss me off. My online site. im selling this belt for freaking $5 and someone can email me and say can u sell me at $4? i said no wayyy politely. i TOLERATED like i could coz i cant believe there are some ppl who are so gian peng who will actually argue and send sooo many emails to u juz to cut 1 bloody dollar off. in fact i dont mind selling it to her at $4, i dont even mind throwing the belt to her for free and say , ' hey there you go. beggar.' i think she's simply RUDE. and i dont believe she is THAT broke. no money? no money dont shop la. no money? no money dont eat lah. DOH. simply irritates me. i even told her, ' if u can find someone selling it at $4 online, something tts brand new, something thats exactly the same like mine, then i will sell it to u at $4. i just wanted to test her. i just wanted to make her have nothing to say, and make her feel ashamed of herself. and then she emailed me again, ' thanks i dont think i wan the belt. someone online is selling at $4 . brand new oso.' i simply replied her' URL PLEASE?' oh man, no replies for 2 days already. so are u juz emailing me for fun or what?! fuck you and you and you. no life ah. nothing better to do. send stupid emails ? argh

i really donno wad i wanna do. i needa get a job. and i need to sleep soon. my stomach is pissing me wayyyyy too much. i wonder wtf is wrong with it. it just contracts and loosens every now and then. what is wrong huh?! and the pain is short but unbearable. and it happens like 4-5 times per hour . each time lasting not more than 20 secs. should i see a doc? i think i needa be hospitalised soon. OWWHH GLENEAGLES..IM COMINGGGGG.

New BlogShop Launched!

2006-12-13T02:39:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! My blog shop has finally been launched after days of setting it up and all. Do visit and give a bit of support ! =)

Here it goes! :

http://www.theblackmarkett.blogspot.com

New house, new neighbourhood.

2006-12-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

I think my new house is really comfortable and cosy. =) nice wooden floorings, fresh air from the surroundings, quiet and peaceful in the night. I've got my own room now, Privacy that i've always need, though i sometimes miss talking to my sister who was just sitting right beside me in my previous house all the time. Other than that, my sis and i need not compromise on making too much noise, playing the wrong music in the room which we need to accommodate on. I can talk to my friends and my dearest boy in my own room till the wee hours in the night without being afraid of waking my sister up. Bigger space, a whole big wardrobe which still isnt really enough for me.

Got rid of many things that i used to own but yet i wont use them again. Especially those adorable soft toys. Ive even got rid of chip and dale, mickey and minnies and many of my childhood faves. Only kept a few ones with sentimental value. 100 over plush toys to salvation army. My 2 whole big tupperware of letterpads which i used to collect when i was in primary school. Sticker albums and phonecards. The poor trees. My mum's hard earned money. :( but nevertheless i needed the space. Cramming up too much in my new house isnt really good for staying. Fengshui i guess. hahaha. mummy told me it blocks away too much luck. :) hub did most of my packing for me in my new room. Ive given away alot in my previous house already, but when i moved here, ive given away more. so so much. i needed to or otherwise i wouldnt even have the space to walk coz its all filled with card boxes.

Other than that, im kind of far away from hub. But i guess i'll get used to it. We still meet really frequently just like in my previous place even if its just for a short while. And i really appreciate it.

I'll be setting up a little blog or ebay store to sell away my brand new stuffs which i havent been using. Which will comprise of accessories, bags, clothes and all. But its still pending. So stay tuned!

exams r over!

2006-11-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

whew, exams are finally over. after a long continuous games of pool and billiard, im getting so darn sick of it now. at least at this moment.

i wanna enjoy! not like ive not been enjoying when exams have not ended. =) long happy enjoyable day ahead. oh btw i'll be moving soon. on the 25th. not gonna stay in clementi anymore. :(

Face recognition!

2006-10-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

Cool stuff.

Pooling day.

2006-10-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened yesterday. Stayed at home for the entire of yesterday and went out of the house at around 12am just to meet hub and weipin for pool. Hub n i ate sandwiches together. Sweeeet. Took some pictures. :)

At West Coast Recreational Centre's Billiard centre.

Along the way home. My arm looks big. :(

In the lift with hub and my cute cute purse!

Basically thats all that happened. Havent been to town for ages. I wanna walk around and slack about aimlessly again. And just chill like theres no tomorrow with good companies :)

Amelia is a literature mugger!

2006-10-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

Twelfth night is seriously killing me. Thank God i know some literature addicts like Jiajia who can score A1 for lit even without studying. She gave me her twelfth night guide book and her textbook. Lots of notes inside. wooo. i think with the help of these 2 books i can pass my literature now. At least for twelfth night. I HATE ANCIENT ENGLISH. thy thou methought perchance nay throth. ENOUGH OF ALL THESE AFTER NOVEMBER 2ND. :)

luckily i went for my science practical. ' Practical examinations are compulsory. Candidates who are absent for practical with or without a valid reason would be deemed absent on the following theory papers. ' i almost skipped practical!! Lucky me. chemistry practical was uber fun. ahhahaha. but physics sucks. i hate pendulum swings. its dumb and redundant.

i havent clubbed for AGES. and ive been eating inconsistently for the past whole week. i guess my appetite boost a whole damn lot after i recovered from a bad fever. oh.. by the way.. inconsistent as in not like 1 meal or 2 meals a day.. but 5-6 meals a day. Im going fat ,Fat, FAt, FAT!

And btw ive quit smoking after 2 donkey yrs. Thank you darling hub.

Went sentosa on friday. The sun wasn't really good, i didnt even get darker a wee BIT. and its sucky. wasted my trip down. I practically went down to play with water and stand on the fungus / algae filled water in palawan!

I'm going to taiwan with my baby soon~! in December! i wanna have many many MANY good meals there. i will come back 60kg . TRUST ME.

tada!!!

MUSIC ENTHUSIASTS.

2006-10-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

For all music enthusiasts!

Do visit http://www.theartofmusic.com.sg/blog/blog_main.htm

Those who wanna pick up music lessons, theres a very good school located at Kramat Lane. Named : The Art Of Music \ 音乐之道

Check out the website for more info!

http://www.theartofmusic.com.sg Thanks.

Handicaps.

2006-10-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

i think anything is better than falling sick. And i mean major illnesses. Example, cancer, kidney failure and stuffs like that.

Can you imagine yourself infected with cancer cells? Who is gonna take care of you? How much can charity organizations give you, when everyone else is already working hard to support themselves and their family? IF i were earning at least a 3k a month, i would have give at least a $100 to a specific charity organization a month. Lets not talk about cancer or sick patients. How about if you were born handicapped?

You practically cannot work for your entire life. And you can only depend on your parents for survival. And what if you are born in such a way, you cannot even think, talk, see and hear anything? or if you cant even walk ? Wouldn't that be pitiful? And yet, many of us who are normal, work hard, play hard and neglect the fact that we are oh-so fortunate compared to the less fortunate. We complain of being broke. When some people don't even know the value of a dollar. What if their parents abandoned them? Who would want to adopt a handicapped child? Will you? I doubt so. God, please let us people not suffer that much anymore. Thats all i ask for. I just want myself and others to be happy.

a little humour.

2006-09-25T15:54:00.000+08:00

this is a little funny phrase which actually caught my attention. a friend said it when he was drunk.

' if you dont dare to be crazy,
you everything dont dare to do.
if you everything dont dare to do,
you will never be famous.
if you are never famous,
you will never be rich.
if you are not rich,
you will never be the history of singapore.'

hahahahaha.

2006-09-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

went to lots of places last night. Chris, Oz and i went to JB. we caught a movie ' The little man ' with just RM6. Watching a movie there is seriously CHEAP. Dirt cheap. And the theatre there is like as good as Cineleisure. Had Marrybrown there. Its like our KFC, but way shit-tier than KFC. You can actually see blood oozing out from their chickens and chris exchanged his chicken with mine and he and oz went to exchange for another piece. And they got a gigantic one back. hahaha.

After that we went to Town for a real short while and we headed to Bugis. Passed Poh yee her bape cap which ive bought for her and had Macdonalds. After that, rushed home and change and daniel and chris picked me up in like less than an hour and we rushed over to She-shadow. Had a couple of drinks and we went in to momo. Momo is a real boring place and nothing made me feel better there. Met Ray there. I didnt know he was working in momo.

Anyway... I've been feeling kind of empty these few days. I just realised people come and go. and ive got no idea is it me, whom ive not treasured them like i should. Or maybe certain friends are only meant to be there for a mere while. Maybe its me. Im not a good friend perhaps. But i know this bunch of friends whom ive known for quite a while now would be my dearest buddies throughout my life. Thanks pohyee and chris esp. You guys are the best. And you are the dearest ones who care for me.

Josh went to Taiwan for his NS shit already. I think i'll miss him. He gave me his fred perry cap before he went there. And i appreciate it even though its ugly and smelly hahahaa. But still thanks josh. You're my great pal too. I hope your enjoy urself there and dont forget you're suppose to bring the whole taipei101 back for me.

I think its time to wake up my stupid idea with certain things and get back to proper shit. I need time to coordinate and stuff. And i need a vision in life. So whose gonna bring me back to the right track? Maybe at this point of time, family enters...

2006-09-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

Will be going to Phuture tonight. Finally night life is back. not that i havent been enjoying much of a night life, but ive either been staying at home for the entire day or coming home really early for the past 3-4 days. i cant sleep when the sun dont shine. example yesterday, i reached home at freaking 11pm and i watched vcds, chat online and read a book, made hard boiled eggs, smoked all the way till 6am. i'm silly i know. I guess being at home is cool too, once in a while.. you tend to reflect things when every other people in the house is asleep.

i thought bout what i wanna do in life after my os. im beginning to feel worried about certain things i wanna achieve but im not sure if i could do it by myself. i dont wanna waste time anymore. fuck it i just wanna pass my GOD DAMN MATHS AND SCIENCE.

i wonder when will my day be day and when will my night be night. i feel like an owl. and it sucks completely when i just wanna wake up for school and i cant. because the fact is that i'll not be sleepy till the sun shines and unfortunately school starts when the sun have just risen.

and if anyone out there who knows nothing about me and thinks im just a lazy pig who likes to sleep till 5-6pm , u guys are pigs too. the fact is because when im awake u pigs are already snoring away. assholes.

Its my mum's birthday today and i dont wanna dampen my spirits with all the irritants around me forcing me to do things i dont like. and so what if im obligated to do certain things. i know i still DO have a choice. leave that choice to me and stop psychoing me to do things i really dont wish to do.

i have to prepare and meet my mummy for dinner. and then phuture tonight. lets see if i still can meet my childhood sweetheart today. :) I believe tonight will still be a good night.

2006-09-05T14:20:00.000+08:00

i've been bumming around at home more or less for the past 3 days now. i've been such a good girl. the fact that i have to stay out till the wee hours of the day.. eg. like 3-4 or even 6am , im getting bored of this kinda life. now, im gonna start my life anew. wish me luck even though i know i cannot do it.

i'll be flying to kl next week. yes, AGAIN. i have some serious matters to do over there for this period of time. wish me luck too even though outsiders dont quite get what im actually doing there.

i think secret crush is good. it spurs off a kinda feminine and gentle smell. but i use it to spray in the toilet. wahhaha.

i feel so empty. im hope my gastric is not gonna work up again. i got so hungry today at bloody 4 am and i tried to boil 2 hard boiled eggs but it turned out half boiled. im a failure at cooking. i think i'll have to eat instant food all my life if mummy and sissy is not around. i need my future husband to be a great cook! wahah.

is n93 out yet ? i wanna change phone. my phone is so eeew. btw its a n70. sucky phone. argh.

2006-09-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

have been kinda busy these few days. have been really really sick too. ever since i came back from kl. i think skl almost took away half of my life.

i really need to pass my maths for my os. but nevertheless i know i'll definitely fail it. im such a loser when it comes to numbers. i know nuts about algebra. i know nuts EVEN about probability. freakin hell.

i need to go to sch tomorrow. i ahvent been to sch for about 2 mths now. my friend told me the class shrank alot. many many people havent been going to school already. and one of them is me. oh man.

i feel sick. i have slept till 4pm today. then went back to sleep at about 6pm and woke up for 'dinner' at 10pm ... and i will be sleeping soon! i feel pig.

i need money. lots n lots of money.

2006-08-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

havent been to sch for about 2 months now. exams r coming but im sure i'll flunk them. flew to kl the other day. bought lots of branded stuffs! a gucci bag, coach wallet, 2 porter bags, a guess watch and a limited edition adidas adi color betty boop jacket. other than these, bought tit bits, cheaper range of clothings and shoes too. got a portable dvd player too. kakaka, love them. other than that, got a minor throat problem which resulted in a small operation bout 1 week ago. even though the nurse warned me not to eat seafood, but i still went to eat stingray and mussels , prawns and oysters. haha. yum.

my throat got worse when i was in kl. i smoked skl there. the strawberry one. and i coughed non stop with a bad bad sore throat. simply bad. though that ciggarette is cool n cute.

got a audition for a pepsi print ad today. ive got to do a snowboarding pose. i might go down. if im not lazy! :>

buzz me off.

2006-07-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

I haven't had the feeling of blogging lately. Been sometime since i updated. Almost a month. Updates of my life. Anyway my blog is dying. Doesn't attract much readers. Can't be bothered. Duh.

I was kinda pissed off with these 2 couples i unlucikly bumped unto yesterday. I was on my way, walking to Adam Rd, rushing to feed my hungry manager at the pub i've been working in. After buying the stuffs that i wanted, i hurriedly dashed towards the pavement, on my way back to crown centre. This couple was blocking my way, my total walkway and i don't know why. Taking their own sweet time, hugging, kissing, carressing and whatever fuck, despite knowing that i'm rushing! So i told them really nicely, politely ( though i was in a rush ), that would you mind walking faster coz' i'm in a rush. I said this with my adorable, angelic voice. The pavement was really narrow. What i got back in return was, ' OHHHHHhhhhh. We were actually the hare, but seems like the tortoise is catching up with us.' I'm like seriously worked up and pissed. I said, ' Hey look, i'm in a rush. Its past 11pm now and if you still wanna fuck your girl tonight, you better walk faster or she might fall asleep if it gets any later. But bear in mind, don't do it in Bukit timah hill. I diao-ed the person and rushed back to the pub. BASTARD. Fancy making me pissed off over such trivial matter. Its like wtf? Hare and tortoise. Nuff' of that.

I havent been going to school for the past whole week. Last week i've only went to school once. Wonder what's up with school now. Bet its still been the same. Reasons why i haven't been going to school is simple. I'm just tired and i've got appointments every now and then. Important ones. I swear i'll be able to drive my own BMW once i got my license. And they said after the 1987 babies, the 1988 and 1989... and so on will only be able to get a car license when they hit 21? is that true? Coz' im so damn sure the latest i'll have the ability to get a BMW is in 3 years time. But i'm giving myself 2 years. Damn. By 2 years i'll only be 19. Still have to wait 2 years? what a pity. If any readers, or is there even any readers at all knows the exact age i have to wait to get my license, let me know will you? Thanks.

I'm glad the world cup shit is gonna end soon. Its such a BORE. Anyway i've got an appointment now. Will blog again when i feel like. tsk.

workaholic amelia.

2006-06-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

mummy's new shop just launched. i've been helping her every other day. very very tiring. its been very busy for me, these few weeks i've got hardly enough rest. i've missed my science and english paper. and tomorrow's literature. i hope i'll be able to wake up on time to attend for it.

got my monroe and brows(again) pierced. i love it! but mum doesnt like my monroe piercing.

i woke up at 11.30 today. was about to get out of my cosy crib and when i checked my hp, ryan msged me, ' can u work tomorrow instead of today ?' ... wooooo i was so glad. at least i can slp for another few more hours before heading down to help my mum. thank you ryan. lol.

i have been spending at least $80 a day for the past 2 weeks. just what the hell have i been spending. $80 x 14days = $1420. i actually lost $1420 not doing anything practical. tskkkkkkk.

i gtg. busy day ahead. smoke first then say. bye.

time straints.

2006-05-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired. so so tired. so so exhausted. for the past few days i've been working like anything. without proper rest. esp at white. after work, it will be in the wee hours of the day. like 1 -2 am , reaching home merely 2 + 3 , and sleeping for hardly 3 hours everyday and i got to rush for school, slog out of bed and march all the way to dhoby ghaut. i'm so darn dead tired. i wonder how long this will go on. wonder why am i working so hard for. not really for money , its just maybe 20% of the reason.. the other 80%, maybe only i'll know why.

guess i'll really break down soon. mid year exams are just 1+ weeks away and i havent done a single shit of my homework, or even simple revisions ever since the starting of the year. wonder if going back to school is a good choice for me now, but since ive already chosen this path, maybe then, i shouldnt give up. wondering when is the time i can actually catch up on my sleep.. reminiscing that i actually used to sleep 13-15 hours a day, sometimes even 20hours when i feel like lazing and bumming on my crib... wooo .. those were definitely the best times of my life, when i hardly need to worry for anything under the sun.

da vinci's out. and i doubt i have the time to watch it. wonder if anyone will actually ask me out for this particular movie. those who know me well, u should have known i have been awaiting for this movie for MONTHS.... anyone who actually ask me out for this movie ( not yet.. ), i'll be really touched. hahahhaa.. but i dont think i can make it on anydays.. or anytime... but still, its the thought that counts...

gonna go for work very very soon.. wonder if ken will be coming down today. if he isnt, gotta go down to d pub to help out aj. hes all alone. helluva poor thing.i can hardly stand up now. my back is aching like anything... i feel worn out.

my ipod's down. my sound blaster's down. i feel so down. without music. it really sucks.. i have sooo many new songs in my comp and i cant listen to any of it. getting a sound blaster is easy. but i really dont even have time for lunch now. sobssssssss. i miss myself.

skipped school.

2006-05-11T09:43:00.000+08:00

i skipped school today ~

Its been more than a month since i blogged. Loads of stuffs to update. I'm currently working in Accidental Portrait now, Far east plaza #04-108 .. Its a shop that was launched during the end of march.. its still kinda new. Selling graphic t shirts and some other stuffs. do come check it out if u guys are around far east k.

i'm really crazy bout havaianas now.. i bought just 2 slippers in 2 weeks.. gonna get a green one soon. but the sizes they have are seriously fcuked up. always sold out sold out sold out. bloody hell.

my monitor is dying off soon.. im actually rushing this entry.. coz i didnt want the screen to go blank and i will juz go mad for not saving my post.. okay.. think i'll stop here.. lol

stale.. mundane.. and pointless.

2006-04-02T11:20:00.000+08:00

life's getting so stale and boring nowadays. Other than waking up early in the morning for school... after school is just either chilling at mac's, playing pool, singing k .. catching a movie once in a while, or drinking and clubbing in the night. It happens almost everyday. Seriously, theres really nothing to do. Staying at home is boring... going out , especially clubbing , drains out almost all my pocket money mummy has given me. Sometimes i wished i had a job, then at least time will pass faster and at least i'll get back a bit of pocket money at the end of the month... then again, i quit my job for the sake of school.. as i can't wake up every morning for school when i'm working...

been smoking more and more these days... from a standard one pack a day, i've been smoking more now.. close to 25 to 30 sticks a day.. mummy thinks im smoking for the fun of smoking and i'll stop smoking like in another few weeks time.. ya noe, like she thinks im a kid being curious about new things... so she couldnt care less for now.. i hope she wouldnt be disappointed upon knowing that ive been smoking for the pass 1 yr or so.

wonder what am i gonna do today. i needa go on a saving spree. ive been draining up all my savings and i wonder if my hp bills this month is gonna be a huge increment like last month. if it is, i'm so dead. and stressed.

caught ultraviolet yesterday with nicky and jazz. i kinda like the movie but both of them said its sucky and its a waste of money. but i like the show what. its nice what. violet's so cool can. arghhh whatever. ive got nothing to do. munching oreo with marshmallows cereals away while typing this entry. my sis is looking at her twins on her comp again. ~~ =.=

2006-03-21T16:41:00.000+08:00

These few days have been quite torturous to me. But then again, i realized that some people may appear to be irritating, full of themselves, arrogant. Look again, they may be the people who truly cares about you. Whether they are being hypocritical or not, i don't know.

i've had a huge quarrel with my sister yesterday. Firstly, it started out with a a printer. I used the printer yesterday and i somehow had some problems with it and the paper got stucked in the printer. I tried to resolve the matter, but anyway i failed. So i wanted to leave it and wait till someone can actually fix it for me. Then unluckily, my sis was the next person who used it. And then she had problems with it, directly because of me. Duh. She removed all my stuffs around the printer and carry on fixing it. Then when she's done with it, she continued what she was doing. I was abit irritated at the mess on my table, so i told her to pack my stuffs and put it back to the original places where she'd removed it from. Then i got a huge scolding from her for being unreasonable and calculative. That i was actually the one who made the shit outta the printer, and then she cleared the mess and i actually expected her to clear up the ' small' mess she made on my already messy table. So i started scolding her, like she need not fix the printer, afterall i didnt ask her to. And this small trivial matter landed up to a whole load of shit.

She started criticizing me. Like i'm nothing but a school dropout. Using my mum's hard-earned money going to a private school with sky-high school fees. And she started comparing. Things like she's smarter. I didn't really mind all these. Till she said one phrase, ' your forever UNDER MY FEET!' No doubt, i was truly demoralized in split seconds and i started to blow up. I said, ' since you hate me so much, don't use my bags, don't wear my clothes anymore since you think your so clever.' I have nothing else to pinpoint at her except these, because my sis seldom spends money on fashion stuffs and accesories and everything. I don't know, but i hate it when people think that they're so clever and people are never on par with the highly things that ONLY they themselves can see or reach. Then i told her, so what if your cleverer and smarter than me? It may not be the most important thing on earth.. AND at least i don't go around being a relief teacher and come home crying when i can't outtalk a certain student in school. I hate it when my sis cries over things like these. Things which may seem so small to me. Whatever.. but anyway i hope she's feeling better, afterall im the main cause of what have happened.

I went drinking with Winson, Alex and Justin 2 days ago. Alex and i went to relax and somehow try to forget the last bad relationship we had. I was almost almost drunk. And those who actually know me, i've never been drunk. Not that i'm a good drinker, but because i know my limits. But again, i hate the feeling of losing my control in certain things. Winson's been a real good listening ear and a good preacher. But anyway, if anyone of you are reading this, i've had a good time that day although i was really really tired in school. Haha..

Been reading Memoirs Of A Geisha. I really love the book. Its quite a nice book. Simple english used but nevertheless, entertaining! haha...

Met new friends. Gary and John. Gary is a real nice person. Hahaha.. john's nice too.. but he's too full of shit.. hahaha..

anyway.. im OUT.