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i wanna discover me, discovering you...
i wanna lean on you as we ride the trishaw...
i wanna see you piggy-backing me across the field..
and hold your hand as we walk along the expressway...
i wanna hug you from behind as we sail along....
and watch you sleep on my lap...
i wanna hear your heartbeat as i lie on your shoulder in the theatre...
and have a picnic with you in the haunted house...
i wanna look into your eyes everyday,
i wanna feed you candies whenever we're together,
i wanna sit with you by the steps...
hugging you as time passes by...
i wanna stroke your head as you fall asleep on my shoulders...
i wanna hug you before you go to bed...
i wanna fly kites with you on top of buildings...
i will never forget the first time we kissed...
and i can never bear to leave you...
your past don't bother me...
but i know i wanna spend the future with you...
i know your away..
but you know it pains me still..
memories are hard to forget...
but let's create new ones...
i trust myself with you...
so please be gentle....

Tuesday, May 31, 2005 @12:52 AM

been quite a couple of days since i last blogged. havent had a nice sleep. been hanging out alot with chris. got to know daniel and simin too..

went to geylang's 油条大王 to eat the 豆花 and 油条. its really good.... after that, daniel drove and we went to look at that stretch of " beauties. " really, its quite an experience for me.

today.. hanged out with joanne, took quite a number of pictures with her. sang k. she loves angela zhang and almost every song she sang is by angela zhang.

vocal lessons went on well. having a theory test this coming satuday. really really scared. and the following week it will be a practical test. and gotta memorise this song by heart. im already starting to feel the vibes man. so damn nervous. i hope i will pass. badly. and i dont know how the hell im gonna pass, especially when i close my eyes at night, i think of failing. and the passing mark is a 70/100. GOD. HELP MAN. PLEASE.

many of my friends having o level chinese today. wish them luck. damien called me today. surprised to receive a call from him. its been long.. everything seems to have pass so quickly. its been 9 months since i left school. 7 months since ive been working.. and counting. sighh.. i wonder what lies ahead.

oh wow. gin just said im sweet. im SOOO HIGH NOW.


Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
e last time i saw u u rmeber at where anot ..
Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
n tyhat time is e first time i saw u ...
Amelia Ruth Yang Jing Xin says:
hmm
Amelia Ruth Yang Jing Xin says:
bugis?
Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
ya ...
Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
u veri sweet loh ...
Amelia Ruth Yang Jing Xin says:
y?
Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
coz u smile wif mi ..
Amelia Ruth Yang Jing Xin says:
hahaha im always sweet
Amelia Ruth Yang Jing Xin says:
ahaha
Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
oh oh ..
Gin - - soyabean lovers... stay strong !!!! says:
ha ha ha

HAHA. woooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~

i just upgraded and reformatted my comp less than a month and now my comp is filled with all the fucking worms and spywares and all the cheebyes. fucking pissed. i dont know why those heaps and heaps of worms just like to come after my comp. God-damn it. And what kinda satisfaction those idiots who created these worms get when they actually infected over millions of computers? Bloody sadistic idiots.

Jordan's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHERRRR. May you be a good brother to me, a good son to your parents, a good boyfriend to Jessica, a good bboy for Inertia and a good friend to all. May God bless you for your future endeavours. = )

Don going to Thailand. I asked him to help me buy a crown necklace and purple and pink stockings. PLEASE remember. But it doesnt matter, coz i can get it in singapore too. Just that its a bit more expensive.

Its good to sign in to my old MSN account. Caught up with loads of people. Andy, Gin , Don , Runson and of course, FABY. She's my primary school friend and we sorta lost contact till i saw her online yesterday. She's in Holland now doing good and she wont be coming back anytime soon. Thats damn sad. Im kinda missing her already. And she said school is stressful coz of exams and blablabla.. so you see, no matter which part of the world you go, you'll still be stressed. Sighh.. school.. its really an indirect killer for many.

Ing Ann and i made up again. We sorta stopped talking and stopped chatting after we sorta argued over the way to do business and all. But im glad we made up again or if not our 5 years of friendship will be gone. Wheww...

Mr Cleaner is gonna have a gig on June 3 and June 18. I wanna go to the June 18 one badly coz my coussie will be performing too. Who actually appreciates gigs and music? PLEASE COME WITH ME. i want to go ! its just sucky to go alone.

LWSSOM have a new singer. Yee Yee. Anyone has her songs? Please send me ok? i wanna have a taste of her music.

I sold my jeans to chris for $30. Am i stupid ? i think i bought it for over 30 or 40 bucks and i only wore it merely twice or thrice. Hmmmmm.................................

I'm so tired. I'm so damn lazy to blog. Will upgrade sometime later. Ciaooo.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005 @11:31 AM

feeling so drained. went cine with chris yesterday to catch a movie. bumped into quite alot of people. i think hq still have no idea whose the person who tapped his shoulder. hahahaha. then met ricardo. was surprised that he actually waved and said hi because we never really talk face to face before. heh.. met richmond with his gf yet AGAIN.. coz i met him in bugis on sunday. then ing ann msged me and said, " going to kbox? saw u in cine. " ... but i didnt see him. was surprised that he can recognise me anyway. oooh yes! and i met shaun and dennis.. shaun's complexion is much much better. no more pimples! heh..

anyway enough bout those bumping into people and all. caught the movie kingdom of heaven. its supposingly a nice movie la. but i dont really like the movie. coz i dont like those violent movies with wars and all. so i didnt really enjoy the movie. chris is damn gl man. coz we sat at the side with 4 seats. and normally people who come in pairs will choose seat 1 and 2 , or seat 3 and 4. but he chose seat 2 and 3. and which loner actually watch movies alone. but i was wrong. someone sat beside chris anyway. hahahaha. chris is fun! he talk lotsa balls. ooh yeah i met lincoln too. hes in a arcade man... ah beng. eew. hahaha.

so when chris and i were waiting for the movie to start, we were just people watching on the seat. hahaha. " look! golden monkey! " , " eh that one your friend ah ? " ... and all those shits. im glad we didnt get whacked and all.

after that took a long bus ride home and chris sent me home! hahaha. so sweet rite? :)

bye! lunching now.

Saturday, May 21, 2005 @11:12 AM

life's been pretty stressed recently. forget bout the why-s. hanged out with jo and xy yesterday. i realised actually both of them are actually quite nice. but they're like me. they hate school. they failed many many subjects. which is BAD. so im gonna be a part time counsellor to them.. asking them to study hard and all those shit which i dont believe in.

jia long and i had quite a chat through sms-ing 2 days ago. and we realised actually studying aint that important.

amelia : uni grads become taxi driver.

jl : uni grads go macdonalds be manager.

amelia : the boss of 77th street dont even have much education.

and we worked out that actually studying is stupid. wahahaha. yeah i know its wrong and naive. its purely consolation . = )

gonna graduate from lwssom soon and i gotta choose a song for my presentation cum examinations. so these are the 3 i picked.

蔡依林 - 你快乐吗
张韶涵 - 手心的太阳
陈予新 - 只是当时已茫然

so i gotta like choose one from the 3. gotta ask my teacher for help soon. like today? ;)

my mum is damn pissed off with me coz i broke the toilet system cover and now she gotta spend $300 fixing it. im so guilty and sorry mummy. forgive me. its really an accident. i know i should have been more careful. = ( no use reproaching me.. its already broken. so stop the cold war. though i know theres not even 1% of chance ur reading this. argh.

oh ya and ruthie got in final 24 for 绝对superstar. is this cool or what?! man .. i think she just striked herself rich. heh.

my sis owes me $3.20 .. yea. i must not forget about it. gonna be calculative now. woo hooo.

actually 陈予新 is quite cute and pretty wot. and i really think her songs are not bad. do i have a bad taste in music or wat.. sigh.. aiight. tts all for now.

Friday, May 13, 2005 @8:27 PM

watched The Da Vinci Code documentary yesterday on arts central. its abit enlightening yet a little disheartening. especially bout' the Mary Magdalene part. Till now her identity is still unknown. I'm sure all of you readers have read the book right? its the top seller for the whole year already. Yep, im curious about the Mary magdelene part but all i can say is, i should just forget about it because its fictionous. And no evidence has yet to be found. and i dont think evidence can ever be found anymore. if they could, it would be discovered years ago. so yeah..

jerm did dreads to his hair. i wanna braid mine or do some cornrolls. julian said i might look good in cornrollls.. wooo.

met ruth today. she got in the audition for the channel U's 绝对 superstar. she's now in top 50 already .. over 4000 over people. wooooooooooo. im so prouda her. cool cool. keep up the good work girl!

today's supposing black wednesday.. but its a good day for me. which marks a good weekend.

aiight, dinner time ! ~~

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 @1:09 PM

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Disney X Porter Beams Tote Bag.

WOOOOO~~~

Monday, May 09, 2005 @10:49 PM

Stefanie Sun's album sold over 3 million copies.

YEAY.

For those who havent get Stefanie's 'Stefanie',

Get yours today!

Sunday, May 01, 2005 @9:51 AM

We came to the world naked. We didnt own anything. We didnt know where were we from. Whether we believe in reincarnation or not, its for our own to judge.

Human nature are so complexed. Sometimes, we just wanna strive so hard to win someone around us that we make ourselves so damn unhappy. We always want to win, we dont want to lose. We are all greedy. We criticise, we condemn, we ostracise. We feel jealous, we envy. We just simply want to be the richest among the rich, the smartest among the smart, the best among the bestest. Sometimes we neglect many people around us who actually care for us unknowingly.

We make asinine remarks to people around us whom we think we're better off than them a hundred times more, nevertheless, we get embroiled when people do the same thing to us. Don't the poor, ugly, stupid, dumb, retards have feelings too?

I dont have the talent of shakespeare. I can't jot down the happy, angry, bitter and sad things I've had in life.

Go and think about it. Whats so good about yourself? We are all the same.

We came naked. We go naked.

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