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i wanna discover me, discovering you...
i wanna lean on you as we ride the trishaw...
i wanna see you piggy-backing me across the field..
and hold your hand as we walk along the expressway...
i wanna hug you from behind as we sail along....
and watch you sleep on my lap...
i wanna hear your heartbeat as i lie on your shoulder in the theatre...
and have a picnic with you in the haunted house...
i wanna look into your eyes everyday,
i wanna feed you candies whenever we're together,
i wanna sit with you by the steps...
hugging you as time passes by...
i wanna stroke your head as you fall asleep on my shoulders...
i wanna hug you before you go to bed...
i wanna fly kites with you on top of buildings...
i will never forget the first time we kissed...
and i can never bear to leave you...
your past don't bother me...
but i know i wanna spend the future with you...
i know your away..
but you know it pains me still..
memories are hard to forget...
but let's create new ones...
i trust myself with you...
so please be gentle....

Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @10:41 AM

I met 3 cranky little boys yesterday. Oh, maybe i should say 3 boys yesterday.. For i know our ages are almost the same. Was waiting for bus No.7 yesterday. Didnt want to take MRT because i prefer a long peaceful bus ride and besides, i have like 1 hour to travel. So i didnt want to waste my extra time shopping ( and wasting money ) , so yeah.. long bus rides are better.. But then these 3 idiots from New Town Secondary School are like so darn sickening! They sat right behind me while i sat all the way in the front. They kept asking this disgustingly obese guy to talk to me. First he came forward and sat at the empty seat behind me. I'm like listening to my mp3, so i turned behind and said,

" Who are you? "

I see him waving stupidly at me. Quite saddening actually. I was hoping for some cute guy. Disappointed. I turned my head and faced the front again, trying hard not to puke.

Then i think he went behind and gather himself with his 2 other friends again. And i think he's like asking them what else he could say to me. So he came to the seat behind me again, and tapped my shoulder once more. Asking me to take my ear piece off my ear. So i did. And i said,

" Yes? "

He said,

" Eh your hair colour very nice. " ( In a terribly bad english accent. I didnt want to laugh at him. )

" Thanks. " Thats all i said, stuffing my ear piece back to my ears. Then he sorta stopped me from putting my earpiece back. He said,

" Where you dye your hair ah? "

" Er... Somewhere in Lucky Plaza. "

I'm like laughing in my heart. I got my hair coloured like in April. And i know i needed to colour my hair again. Its like shit now and he can actually tell my my hair looked nice. Alright...

After i replied him that i dyed my hair in Lucky Plaza, i think he went back to his friends at the back again. And for 5 mins i get to enjoy some peacefulness. Till he came and tap my shoulder once again. This time, really pissed. I turned back, looked at him sternly. Feeling superbly frustrated, i said,

" Do i know you!?!??!?!?! "

" No lah.. Make friend only mah. Care to make friends? "

My goodness. I'm like hoping so hard he wont say this phrase out. I already saw it coming. So i said,

"No thanks. I don't want to make friends with you. " Straight in his face.

"Why? Come sit at the back with my friends and me lah. Come talk talk."

" No. "

I saw him going back to his friends again. I thought it will be like end of story. But another 5 minutes later, he tapped my shoulder again. I'm wearing a ' pearl' necklace yesterday, so he said,

" Eh your pearl real one ah. "

" (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHhhh!!) NO. = ) "

And the story continues. He kept going front and back, to and fro all the way till one old auntie occupied the seat behind me. Thank God. He and his friends are really an embarassment. I remember seeing them smoking at the bus interchange while waiting for bus. Smoking in school uniform. Goodness, its like.. so secondary school. And i thought they may be thinking that they're like fucking cool. But they seriously look like a bunch of dumbwits. And dumbwits can never be my friend. Till now i'm still quite traumatised by their perserverance for trying really hard to make friends with me.

Anyway enough of those shit. Vocal lessons on Thursday! YAY!

I'm like so into horoscope now. I think i believe alot in it. Is it wrong? Hmm...

I wanna go sentosa! Can someone please date me out to sentosa? I dont have friends who likes beaching.

Pay Day's Coming. HEEEE.

Needa prepare myself for work now. Will update tomorrow if i can. ~

Monday, August 22, 2005 @10:03 AM

"I was walking down the street one day,
Then I saw you I didn't know what to say.
You're eyes were shining,
You're smile was so kind.
When I saw you,
I wanted you to be mine.
Maybe I don't have the blonde hair you like,
Or maybe I don't have eyes like the sky.
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams,
But I can show you what love means. "

Thursday, August 18, 2005 @9:51 AM

yeah! finally off today. anyway, working has been kinda fun... but kinda tiring too. Anyway, im craving for KFC now. im like so darn lazy to get my ass outta d house to buy. and i really wanna have lesson with kok today. coz i miss celine. but should i go or should i not go? im like so lazy. and ive got so much tv shows to catch today. not only on air itself, but my sis recorded like 3 shows for me the past few days and ive got no time to watch at all. so hopefully i will finish watching them all today. and btw, i will be off on saturday too! so maybe i can catch up with amos and the rest.

i have loadsa stuffs i needa buy. i havent been shopping for like 10 years. but the needs are

1. A new handphone.
2. Creative earpiece.
3. A new titus watch.
4..............
5..............
6..................

probably the gaps up there are for clothes, shoes and blaa. and maybe i needa get a new monitor for my comp. its like going dead soon. its blinking all the time. so bloody irritating. argh. but monitor and hp gotta be sponsored by mummy. no money la. oh and i want porter bag too. but its sooo ex. anyone can get cheaper lobangs for porter?

i needa go for facial. SOOO many pimples. my goodness. and i seriously needa redo my poor hair. its like a big patch of dry grass. how pathetic.

oh and my new favourite singer is Janice. She's a new singer from HK but she sings mostly english songs. she's darn pretty and she sings with a barbell on her tongue. so sexy~

aiight i guess thats about it. i still gotta watch my tv. whew!~

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 @9:17 AM

Its been quite awhile now that im working. Working life is DEFINITELY ten times " funner " than schooling life. And for those lil friends i've got still in sec sch, thanks for your concern ya.. i really dont regret quitting school. I chose this path myself, nothing drove me to it. Thanks for all of your concern ya?

Been bumping into ALOT of people in Heeren. Thats good. Meet new friends, keep the old. Haha.. i see Darryl almost every single day. And Ah Nic! They're really town go-ers man. So free everyday arh......

Anyway, national day yesterday. My sis went to see her favourite Twins and came home looking like a walking lobster. She's like soo red! Twins performed at around 8pm and she waited for them since 8am! its like what the shit. Waited for them 12 hours just to watch them sing 星光游乐园 and 见习爱神,its like so crazy! And she said waiting for them 12 hours just to watch them sing for 20 mins is worth it. Why do i have such a silly sister? And she's so happy that Twins didnt zao sia, and said that many of the fans thought it wasnt live. Hahahaha..

I'm sick. Down with serious flu and i've got a bit of fever yesterday. And i still gotta work today.. haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....

Anyway, my burner has got some stupid problem.. I cannot burn ANYTHING now. ARghhh....gonna try downloading the burner programme and try again... see you~

Friday, August 05, 2005 @10:32 AM

Aiight, a little update on my life here.

Firstly, I found a job already. And have already started work like 2 days ago. Quite tiring, but nevertheless, FUN! All the people there are nice and fun-loving. Anyway, I'm working in some shop as salesgirl in either Bugis Junction or Heerens selling clothes. So, when you guys are in town or in Bugis, feel free to buy lunch or dinner for me. Hahaha..

Secondly, I havent been singing for quite some time. The past 2 saturdays at LWSSOM is Media lesson and Make-up lesson. And i havent been going to Kok for individual lessons because I've got no time and I'm almost utterly broke. But its alright. This saturday I'll have lessons at LWSSOM and i will go back to Kok when i get my first pay. Whew!

Thirdly, I wanna share some pictures my friends and i took on... whatever the date is. Take a look!

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I wonder whats Amos doing with his phone on his chin. Anyway, you guys can save those 2 pictures with Amos in. Teenage icon winner ya noe. Who knows those pictures can be sold for money next time. Hahaha...

You guys remember DARS chocolates? Those that i talked about.

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Those chocolates above ! The one in the black packaging is like not available anymore. Its taken over with milk chocolates. I'm like so disappointed can? Its like the cheapest and nicest bitter dark chocolates that ive ever tried. ARghh.

And you guys dont know how much celebrities you'll get to see working in Bugis Junction. My first day of work i met Maia. I couldnt really recognise her at first. I recognised her tattoo in fact. Hehh. And i saw Fiona Xie too. She's so pretty! Then yesterday, I saw Hagen. Not really a celebrity, but one of those Project Sueprstar final guy. He looks better in real life. But surprisingly, his friends are even more good looking than him. Hahaha.. Oh and i just did some little manicure to my nails. So they're pretty pretty now. Hehehe...

Anyway ... Not much to blog about already.. Till i blog again then. Bye.

Monday, August 01, 2005 @4:34 PM

Back to blogging! Lets talk about my birthday. Well, if you guys know, i'm a person who don't really celebrate birthdays. To me its just another normal normal day. But anyway i received Huang Yida's latest CD from my sis and a really touching letter from my sis. I almost cried reading it. Should i publicise it? maybe ya ? ok .. Hopefully my sis wont see it.

Hey Stupid 杨,
I wont be able to watch your first NC16 movie legally with you today coz ive got a farewell party in school... well as you know, its 29th july today.. and you know what day it is today. i thought getting you something you might love, and i hope you like it.
Amelia, a year older, a year wiser. As you reach the age of 16, i hope you'll be able to attain and have a greater perspective in life. Try to look around you, try to experience and realise the sacrifices people has done for you. Learn to appreciate it, and you'll come to realise that there are loads of people who love you. Dont think mummy and i scold you all the time because we love it, but its because we love you. i can tell you that 我很疼你, coz your my only sister. i'll do anything as long as you're happy. ( but it has to be reasonable. ) Sometimes, spend sometime reflecting whether what you did today actually helped a person, or did you just hurt a person? spend some time doing that. start appreciating the people around you and you'll find yourself feeling happier. Enough of heavy stuff. Enjoy your day today.. okay.. muackz.

Angela

Seriously speaking, i got really " nua " when i read the letter. Its like sooo gay. then i began to cry. not because the letter is touching, but i realised the Cd is original. Really original. Not 中国版 either. i sound kinda ingrateful yeah? hahaha.. j/k. dearest 大杨,if you ever read this, i wanna tell you i love you and mummy too. but i love mummy more. just that maybe you can never tell. i know this sounds gay. but im just trying to show my LOVE to you 2. MUACKS MUACKS too.

ok other than the CD, the other present i received is a clinique eye shadow from jen jen. Thank you for saving up your lil lil pocket money just to make me happy. Thanks for sending it to my house too. = ))

The rest DIDNT BUY ME ANYTHING. HMMPH. but i received lots of birthdays wishes from people whom ive sorta lose contact with already. Thanks charline, though we both messed up the dates of our birthdays. Just remember we're all leos. Although i know you wont be reading this.

Thank you Alex. I'm quite surprised you still remember. You too, wont be reading this. But still, thank you.

My god, its only a BIRTHDAY. why the hell im talking like as though im getting married or whatever. okok , but this year's birthday is special. Dont know why. I'm starting to realise that actually im not living alone.

Oh and not to forget evanne and yvonne. Although evanne wished me happy birthday in a sarcastic way.

Bloody shawn has got the same birthday as me and he said he'll celebrate next yr's birthday with me because this year's his 21st birthday. well, 21st birthday is always a big event isnt it? i guess so.

ok ok. Now really, enough of birthdays.

Lets talk about project superstar. HOW CAN CHOONG BE OUT? What the heck. I voted like alot for him. About 20 votes for him. Voted for ruthie like 6 times. Dont know why, ruthie stopped talking to me. Is it because i didnt go and support her in mediacorp that day despite my promise to her that i will go ? Ruth, if your reading this, sorry k? But because of you, Julian and i quarrelled and we are not in talking terms anymore. So sorry. I'm not a good friend. :(

Anyway, im like seriously ILL now. I'm freezing in my stuffy room without air con and without fan. I'm covering myself with blanket and im still shivering. Is it fever? Whatever heck it is, i hate medicine and i think i will get well soon if i shiver for another 3 days. i think so. Did i tell you guys i dont know how to swallow tablets? I have to like break them in halves and half them again and theres still a chance that i will choke myself with them. Poor amelia.

Finished watching 我和僵尸有个约会3 .. very nice.. all go watch k? Although its really torturing to my poor eyes. i didnt sleep for like 2 days just to finish watching it. eye bags. so next year, you guys can give me concealer for my birthday.

Anyway i wanna watch my first NC16 movie. Any cute girls or guys wanna watch with me? Please date me out soon. Early bookings to prevent disappointments ya. See you guys. Will blog again sometime later. = )

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