Yesterday was really a M A X day! hahahahha uber fun even though its just simple meetings with some friends.
Only met up with sl after dinner with my parents. Dad sent me to AMK to meet them for billiard! I won SL ! Yesterday billiard was damn 邪门. My straight balls just cant be hit into the pocket. And all my double goes in. Last 3 balls, blue, pink, black. I scored these 3 with double center. Continuously. Wah piang. I cannot believe myself. doubt i can do it again. Super lucky yesterday hahaha.
Then we went home! It was only 10pm+ .. then in the end ed got bored then asked wanna chill or not. So when i left home it was about 2am ++ . Bet with sl i will reach earlier than him. Because he still need to pack some stuffs to bring there while i dont. Like his chivas bottle, he needs to go to 7 eleven to buy green tea and ciggs for ed. While i just need to make up and get my ass down. But shit man, When i reached it was 2.37am on my watch. SL already reach and smoking there!! i thought i will be earlier. KNS.
Oh ya, yesterday was my first time seeing bob sleeping with his tongue sticking out.
So cute! He is MY BABY! hee hee.
Ok, after that we reached ed's condo, he took a real long time to get his ass down. then when he reached, found a place to sit down. Then he presented his 3 fabulous 'cups' that we told him to bring.
1 is a aladdin cup. The one in the middle is i eat wanton mee they give me ta bao home one. Another one i think eat jelly can get.
Sl and i kp ed about the cups. Then it began to rain !! ahhhhh. Then we had to chill around the BBQ pit area where theres shelter. But it doesnt really make a difference coz the rain got so huge , we all still got wet ! Ed named the bbq pit 'wine hut ' now. lol.
Called mac thrice. I think its the same customer service officer. stupid. freaking bitchy. We called 3 times and 3 times we get ' sorry, because of the weather we cant deliver to you all now for the safety of our riders'. Stupid right? Because its raining thats why we need to call for delivery and they dont deliver. Might as well stop this service. dumb.
Then I wanted to use the loo badly. Sl bring me go toilet. So nice right? come back he fucking push me down the pool ! IDIOT. i wont forget. Plus its raining birds and fishes, the boys got so cold already. Plus me? IM WET lah. Even worse. Machiam shivering!
Then i make sl drink ! Then he got half drunk and super high. He went to puke. Guess where he puke ? We were on the 1st level. He puked down to the basement. The basement is some carpark. I think that guy's car below is gone. Filled with Sl's waste! hahahahaha.
At first sl was soo happy, he said he wanna challenge me drinking.
Then later how?
Sissy! hahahahaha. Then in the end sl end up slping. Left ed and i. Talked awhile. He said he see me before at my ex working place while they were showing world cup. Hahaha, dont remember. But i still find ed's face super familiar. Like ive met him somewhere before. But i really dont remember if its at my ex working place or not. Its sooo long already.
Today will be another busy day! Going to watch movie with sl then going to many many places for interview. I will be going for the one with most pay. So far $10/hr is the highest. But others with $8/hr has good commission. So i will still be going down to have a look and judge!
Bet tonight will be drinking night again.
Godiva - 25 left.
Lates!
Some people are just too bo liao on the net. And they tend to do stupid things. I dont know how to describe. Some examples i got from wholivesnearyou.com
Pretty girl. But i think she's a guy.
And some msges are just way too sweet.
But too bad. Its gone. All good things come to an end.
Had fun today. Thanks BQ , SL, Ed, Rb and S. :)
will you really be back when i finish the entire box of godiva chocs?
Hmmm, its been a day and i miss you quite terribly love. :(
28 more days to go :)
thx for the accompany. but how can u bring my t shirt home? idiot. u should have let me know. hehe.
Funny. I received an sms from an anonymous person. It goes like this.
' As a friend of yours, I advise you to cut down on smoking. I don't wanna attend your funeral so soon. And if you're working later, don't be late and please don't take a cab to work.'
This person here must know my lifestyle rather well. Well whoever it is, thanks. hahahaha.
Some stupid pictures.
Nose, mouth ears. Belongs to Mr Jaricson. hahahaha.
Candid shot.
Just realised this picture is actually a reflection of ______ ...
Jaric and Dt. DT is a super super nice nice guy! He taught me patiently how to play pool the right way. hehehe.
Central. A bit red now. Shit.
:)
Felt much better now. Except that my nose is killing me. Flu flu flu.
Yesterday a guy showed me a picture of his one month old baby. Super cute. Then i told him i am a mother of 3. He got super shocked. Then i showed him Bob, Cherry and Sugar's photo. HAHA.
Will be a slacky day today. Will be starting work soon. Not working with dad for this moment. :)
你身边的女人总是美丽，
你追逐的爱情总是游戏。
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友，
还想有那么一点点自私的占有。
A little part of my little house.
Bob trying to tell Cherry a little secret!
Cherry sleeping happily!
Konichiwa!
Last night, 3am , the most inauspicious hour. Once again history repeats, i was hospitalized in Gleneagles! Dr sng and Dr Tan can still remember me. They were like ' its been a long time i see u here. what happen. nice hair .. ' etc. hahaha aint doctors supposed to be busy busy ppl ? yet they can still remember me. Had 2 jabs. I like gleneagles more than other hospitals because they dont make u wait and wait like an idiot. Thanks for being there for me even though u got to work the next day. Appreciate it. Left hospital about 12pm today. Wah tired sia...
Gonna meet a friend in town later. Will enjoy. Maybe drinking!! hee hee. not a right time to drink i know. i should just rest. but cannot lah, very boring! byebye!
How magnanimous can you be?
Eg.
FYI. ( The font in green is mine and the font in black belongs to my friend. ) And for the uninitiated, ONS simply means one night stand.
So , will you be angry? if your partner went on a ONS with someone else just because he/she was drunk that night. Or u will be understanding and say its okay?
I may not be schooling.
I am not a party animal.
But i am still very very busy.
With almost a lot of things.
No one understands.
Too many problems.
Hard to solve.
Sigh.
Sugar is doing her business almost everywhere in the house. Pissed, but she's still so cute.
我很谢谢你能体谅我的感受。也很感谢老天爷让你那么了解我的心情。但我知道我这样推出对你很不公平。你能教我怎么做吗？事情来地太突然。我也不知如何是好。我真的不懂要怎么面对和解决。面对你，我就像一个犯人。我不知道要如何向你道歉。我知道你对我好，某 些时候也非常地疼爱我。既然我无法面对面地跟你说sorry，我就在这里对你说。真的很抱歉。如有下辈子，我一定会报答你。=)
Too emo today. Too many things happened. Above is written in chinese for a reason. I need someone to mind-fuck me totally. Im going insane. I just want to cry it out. Fuck it.
Kids can really be real adorable at times.
And Bob can be a real kaypoh at times.
Sang ktv at The One today. Not bad. The rate is quite cheap there, but nevertheless the system sucked. Sang many many nice nice songs and met a few new friends. And i met Alex's twin brother. But they really really dont look alike in my view. Took some pictures there.
Uncle Dean and i!
Hai tun and i. hahaha. hai tun ah hai tun !
Alex and i! = )
Played pool twice. Won in the afternoon but lost all the way in the night. :(
bumped into loads of ppl in kpool too. xinyi, stanley. Preston too ! he still looked as good as ever! with nice nice nice hair! he said i looked much better in my long hair. But its ok because louis said this hairstyle is nice, i juz haven gotten used to it. :)
Met a new friend on WLNY. He saw me in a pub playing pool before, he said i played really really well and he was quite impressed. WTF. my pool sucks can. Anyway he's a hairstylist. Wow. hehehehe. :)
Dean sent me home. As usual, Mr nice guy ! Then passed him some stuffs, till now. All the way. Gonna sleep soon. Im drained.
此刻与你相拥， 也算有始有终。。。 祝福有许多种，心痛却尽在不言中。 请你一定要比我幸福，才不枉费我狼狈退出。 再痛也不说苦， 爱不用抱歉来弥补， 至少我能成全你的追逐。请记得你要比我幸福， 才值得我对自己残酷。我默默的倒数， 最后再把你看清楚看你眼里的我好模糊， 慢慢被放弃。放心去追逐你的幸福 ，别管我愿不愿，孤不孤独，都别在乎。。。
Go on with your happy life. Go on drinking and working. School starts i hope you will study well, anyway i know you will. Whether or not i have to tell you or wish you anything.
Find a new love soon. Because there is no point clinging on to a faithless love. And i will be gone very soon.
Love is not finding a person you can live with, but finding a person you can't live without. But after this month, it goes to show that we can live without each other, much to a extend of being happy. So good luck in whatever you do.
We are just not meant to be. Fate brought us together, but destiny disapproves of us. We encountered too many problems together. Although we both put in effort to hold on all the time, it just goes to show our problems can never be solved even though we put in 101% of effort. Its time to put an end. I know we're all tired. And get on, move on, and not to reminisce anymore. Because there is no point in doing so.
We shouldn't contact anymore.
Take care always. And do forget me. All the best. :)
Hi !!! :)
Watched Hearty Paws today. This show has been out quite sometime ago, but the theatres stopped showing it quite sometime ago too. My friend was really thoughtful to get a DVD and offered to watch it with me though he has already watched it. I wonder where did he get the DVD from? Coz' from what i know, the DVD shouldnt be out so soon. I wonder where he stole it from. hahaha, but anyway, he's super thoughtful lah.
Some people can really take note of your likes and don't likes, what u have regretted not doing, eg. a simple movie, and they will actually remember it and make it possible for you to watch it. While some others just don't. 'Movie stopped showing ah? too bad lor. Dont watch lor. ' There IS a difference. You may think this is bullshit, but its actually just simple bits and pieces that makes things work. Went to rocky's to chill. He bought me ice lemon tea. Then i told him that i hate ice lemon tea, he immediately bought a ice latte instead and he chucked the ice lemon tea aside. How sweet. :) But i believe some others will be like ' JUST DRINK LAH. HAIYOOO.' These are the people that doesn't care! Argh.
After chilling, drove to a club ( i forgotten whats that club's name ) and we had lunch at Buddy Hoagies. They serve really nice western food there. And the ambience and deco is really really nice!
Reached home, chilled awhile and went out for dinner with my family. Went to Junction 8 for Thai express. Bought my ipod ear piece. Apple is really making A LOT of money. One god-damn earpiece is $44. argh. Then we went to Ang mo kio, bought a handphone and went home. Tiring friday. But still feels fulfiling in a way. :) thanks to you. :)
我学会了，你呢？
请你把我给忘了吧。。。
这对我们三个人都有好处。
你听懂了吗？
*SMILESSSSS*
Hello! Ive collected Sugar yesterday. She's uber uber cute. and small! She weighs merely 1kg. And she is super small. Estimated size = put your two palms together vertically, thats how ' long' she is. She is small, but naughty. She's munching on my carpet 24/7. :) Take a look at her.
She's quite lucky to have a little cushy bed on her own. My other dogs didnt get that priority.
Bob!
Cherry!
Sugar!
Combo !
hahaha ok . its lame. going out real soon. Tc guys. :)
Went to sim lim square to get my camera today. bought a Sony Dsc T-20 , white. Its 8.1 megapixels and it looks so chic and cute! :) I wanted to get a pink one, but guess what? They had 4 colours. Black, Silver, White and Pink. The pink one costs $60 more than the other colours. So i had to settle down for a white, which also looks quite nice . :) Busted $565 on the camera. Im broke broke broke!
And i busted another $1400 on another dog! A maltese. Its sooo cute. and this is the last. not gonna get anymore dogs. 3 is enough ! Hee hee hee hee. Im broke, but contented! = )
I wanted to name my maltese something starting with D . But i guess i will name it sugar, since its so white and sweet. And she is super naughty ! Will upload pictures of it soon. Hee Hee.
Oh ya, i dyed my hair yesterday. I look super ah lian now. Shit i hate the colour and i hate my short pathetic fringe. But many said it looked nice and cute on me. ARGHGHHH. Cute = young. IM OLD ALREADY LAH. shit.
blablabllablabllbalaaaaaaaa BYE.
My cherry is practically traumatised. I feel so painful for her. She went for her 2nd vaccination today, bet it hurts. You poor lil thing. :(
Has been quite a busy day. Lots of things to do on the computer. Im getting a camera soon ! I want it to be pink / red in colour. :)
Might be heading to wala wala tonight. We shall see ! Bet its gonna be fun.
4 more days and dun dun's going back. Might be visiting him in august, shall see if vitamin m is sufficient. A bloody air tix to Aussie is already $800 + and its a budget air line. shit. :(
Burned a CD for my dad with all his favourite oldies in it. He got so happy . :)
GTG.
Facts about me !
1. I HATE people scolding me vulgarities.
2. I love animals :)
3. I love snakes! Especially cobras.
4. I have a special ability nobody knows :)
5. I smoke at least 2 packets a day.
6. I wanna live in a zoo.
7. I am broke.
8. and fat.
9. i think i have the coolest neighbours in town.
10. Family and friends are still the best. :)
bye bye.
Mr Jaricson gave me a big fat kiss yesterday. SICK! hahahahahaha.
Went to town, chilled, pool and had dinner with Jaric and Thomas. Then went to Chijmes and had some drinks with dunnie, bronson, Swee Lee and Douglas :) A very short period at Hog's breath.
Went to Boat quay and meet Thomas and Jaric again. Jugs of beer, pool games. Ruled the pool table for awhile.
Btw, i hate mahjong. :(
Thanks for today. :) Really touched on the things you did. After knowing what had happened to me,
You gave me a shoulder to lean on;
taught me how to cycle, :)
took care of my dogs,
brought me to a jacuzzi,
found the most girly top you have for me, which doesnt really make a difference.
Played monopoly instead of mahjong with your friends.
tired, but you still cooked bacon, ham, sausage and egg for me.
you did the dishes.
you dried my hair so that i can rest.
thanks. super touched. <3
I didnt know there can also be enjoyments without drinking. You made me realise that. :)
repierced my labret at $70. a friend came over my place to get it done. nice and neat work :) .
tiring day for me today. slept at 4am and woke up at 7am. went to hospital , eat and all, reached home , slept through till 7 +. super energetic now. waiting for my friend to pick me up . hee.
very contented with life now. i like it this way. dont wanna ask for anything more or less. its just ohso right now. a happy lil girl - ME ! :) bye!
Today was fun fun fun ! The whole entire day was laughing and laughing with Alex and Dean. Lol, its really fun to have funny and humourous people around. Went to pub. Chilled, pool, dinner etc. Gonna be a long day today :)
Went to cine first! Played billiard. THEN, Dunnie called! And i saw him. He's face is filled with pimples now. Super cute ! will hang out with him soon before he fucks back to aussie. Bumped into many people! Han, ah bao, bronson, swee lee, dunnie, josh, many many.. they're all still cine crazy freaks :)
Waited for jaric at mc cafe. :)
A picture with alex
then we went to white bar. Challenged pool and i won some . hee hee.
Dean and i
The safety rider.
Havent met my dear cherry?
awww. she's sooo sweet yeah?
with nice nice eyes! heeeeee. got to wake up at 7am. i have 4 more hours to go. boo hoo hoo :( have a EARLY night.
been busy these few days. :) and i bought something illegal today. Not talking much about it because i dun wanna be fine a maximum of $5000 or get jailed.. ahaha. schedules are packed for the week. And i bet i am getting a sum of money soon ! YAY. Drinking soon. byeeeee.
Got a new pup. A schnauzer, we named it Cherry. Its a gentle but greedy female puppy! Will upload pics of it soon. Named it with a capital C for a reason.
A - Anna, Amelia, Angela ( Mum, me and sis )
B - Bobby. Our male loving dog.
C - Cherry. New sibling.
I expect a female poodle coming very soon because we've called up most of the well-known pet shops in singapore. And they're all keeping a lookout for us.
I made a pact with my mum to keep these loving dogs. No one knows whats the pact about except my family. Its hard, but i will keep to my words. :)
I am going to sleep soon.
i hate people who does animal abuse.
Today's been a fruitful day with you. =) , Lunch, walked bob, movie , dinner in the void deck, pool ( both of you lost to me lol ), and chat all the night through with a bit of drinks. Thanks. But nevertheless im tired. Tomorrow will be another busy day. Work is gonna start soon i guess.
I don't like realistic mosquitoes. No one will really know what i mean. I'll just take everything like its a pinch of salt.
Our story will be back.
I met with a car accident yesterday. Its so damn fucking sway. My cab crashed into a bloody Honda on the expressway. The car infront of my cab stopped for nothing. THEN, its not the end, the car behind my cab hit my cab too. FUCK and i wasnt wearing seat belt.
- 2 police car came.
- im late for my appointment.
-i cant fucking flag for a cab on a god damn expressway.
- one police car sent me to the nearest place to get a cab.
- many people saw me getting down the police car.
- they think im a hooligan.
BUT
-my cab fare was cheaper because i didnt pay the earlier half.
fuck off. i hope i dont suffer from a concussion.
Yesterday was drinking with many many many friends. Took loads of pics but im lazy to upload it up. Went to lots of places. Reached home at 5am. I even went to admire trees with my friends lol.
Today's good friday. Public holiday. But it makes no difference to me at all.
i'm gonna walk bob now.
Yesterday, someone managed to say something, to do something and show me something which made me felt like a happy little girl :) . i think i havent smiled for ages. Thanks. You know who you are. :)
Feeling really tired now. ZzZzZ
I wanna get a chow chow rather than a female toy poodle now. Who cares about mating more toy poodles? I WANT CHOW CHOW. They look like a little lion from afar, and they've got nice fur and they're all so fluffy and cute. Blue-grey tongue. But their origin is from China lehhhhh... hahahahaha.
Had fun yesterday ! Won $70 from playing pool. $10/game but i lost twice , so in the end i still win $50. Yay :)
Was really high yesterday from all the drinks. But i wasnt drunk! Had fun with Haze, Xiao Lan , Dean , Alex and Yonghe. Met Dean and Alex at cine first , played a bit of pool, had Kobayashi ( alex's treat lol ) , and yonghe picked us up and we headed to boat quay. Bumpd into Mr charles there! He was with his gf if i wasnt wrong. One guy came and asked for my hp number but i was too shy so my friend pulled me away. hahaha. Had fun ! Sang songs, 死性不该，小手拉大手， 恋爱频率，i believe, and many many more. Here's a picture dean took for alex and i :)
shit face damn red. ok.. erm 2 zombies.
when i got home it was about 2plus coming to 3. still early but its alright. Kept myself occupied, chat with jaric on the phone and went to bed.
Today! supposedly supposed to watch movie with the girls. But i decided not to go because today before my sis left house she told me that bob refused to eat his dinner, refused to play with anyone and looked super upset when i wasnt around. He only sat outside my room door and waited for me to come home. i havent seen bob sad before. He is always happy. Could it be because he's missing me too much ? hehe. poor thing. Thats why i am not going out today. To make up the time ive not spent with my beloved dog this 1 week + .
Bob biting his bone! I just showered for him so now he is a xiang xiang bob. Later its snickers and mars 's turn ! :) ciaos.
你想要的，我却不能够给你我全部，我能给的，却又不是你想要拥有的，我们不适合，也不想认输，好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭。。。
i think i deserve better. i just wish i can run away from everything and start all over again. without you.
I dont know what to say about today. It can be a happy day if i were to look on the bright side, but nevertheless it can be a shitty day which sucked like balls. Everything happened at the same time, and at the wrong time. Nevertheless the pact which was set will still resume, and it will be a test of love, a test of our relationship. Thanks for your kisses and hugs, all these are just mere assurance even though i dont really know if these are sincerely from you.
Sometimes things cant just go in a way we want. We just have to accept, learn, improve, or if we have to , get over it and move on. I choose the primary, and i know you've made the same choice too. We will see, if such obstacles can drift us apart. Not for me definitely, because for sure i know my love for you is genuine or not. But many told me not to just look with your heart, but look and observe with your eyes. Coz sometimes your heart may give you the wrong answer towards certain things you are uncertain of.
Played mahjong. I suck in it, i hate it and i am not willing to learn it. But i still had fun taking pictures of time sneakily while they are concentrating on winning money.
I cant believe my playful side of me can actually show up at such a timing. Too bored sitting and smoking and drinking all alone i guess.
hee hee. so funny. ivan is actually damn du lan in the game. He has yet to hu for dunno how many rounds of games.
I hate myself for being like this. Maybe in a couple of days i will be better. Just .. much better.
And for those who claims that they care for me, this is also a test for you all to show your concern for me. Because i know many of you all have already started on it. Thanks :)
Busy day yesterday. Just wanna keep myself as busy as i can be :) . Walked my dog with bronson yesterday afternoon. He had lunch, but i had Teh peng! Stupid blong keep saying my dog is stupid. Fucker. Then Jaric called! And asked if i wanna hang out, he was feeling so moody. :( so i went over and met him and josh. We chatted over at rocky master with a glass of ice latte and cheesecake, ciggs and just talked about troubles. For about an hour or 2, we went over to heeren to get some stuffs. Then ! we took a train to Raffles place, boat quay. Hmm, wanted to go to the white bar, but it was closed! Many pubs are closed, so we just went to the one opposite white bar and club rav, Zoon. The chairs are really much more comfy than other ktvs.
Josh took a picture for us.
Jaric and i at Zoon :)
I drank and sang !
After that, josh went home around 10 plus because hes got some errands to do or something...
After Zoon, we came out and i saw the boss of White bar! He apologised for not opening his pub! haha nice person.
Then we headed to dhoby ghaut and met up with Eugene and his friend. I forgotten what was Eugene friend's name. :(
Headed to Prinsep street's Spyder. Drank again. played 5-10 and direction games. Eugene kept losing to me in direction and i kept losing in 5-10. I suck in 5-10. Played cards too. Jaric was too emo to play or do anything. He just kept smoking, calling on his phone, smsing and refused to play anything with us. Poor thing. Hope he is feeling better. And i bumped into Winson in Spyder! Cool! As usual, he sang really really well.
Some pictures we took outside spyder.
Jaric left to look for his gf and now its just me , eugene and his friend. We had no where to go to, roamed the streets around paradiz centre and walked to desker road to find some entertainment. While we were talking on the streets, this crazy man whom we assumed was drunk ( we assumed because he really doesnt look like he is drunk ) came to us and he was eating some crackers. i was so scared! Thought he's gonna snatch my money or something. Or rob us or something like that. ahhahaha, then eugene's friend went like' what you want? ' then he went like ' nothing .. ' , then he said ' then you come here for what? ' then he said ' nothing lah' . he just kept saying nothing and nothing. then eugene's friend got pissed then he said , ' we stand here also never trouble you why u keep staring at us. ' then he went , ' nothing lah..' KNN everything nothing. hahaha. then he suddenly ask whats your name? You want to fight is it. then he said, ' we stand here never do anything to you , you stare at us and now u want to fight us. ' then he said, ' u think u all can win me ah. i tell u, 2 of u all cannot win me. ( referring to eugene and his friend ) I dont know how to say anything more. But it was still scary standing there and i can feel that danger was quite near. :( i am such a good girl. After that , we talked for awhile more and i headed home. Eugene and his friend went to nearby kopitiam and drink.
When i got home, i was feeling uber cold. Switched off the aircon and on the fan. Still feeling cold, i switched off the fan and slept for awhile under my blanket. Then i started to feel really warm and i was having cold sweat. Tested for my temperature and it was 39.8 degree celcius. fuck, i hate feeling sick. Took panadols , on the air con as usual and went to bed. And ! miraculously i am fine today ! No fever other than my body is aching from head to toe. Phew, i hate being sick. and thank god im not sick ! Weewwww.
