Monday, December 19, 2005 @1:45 PM
Recently my entries havent been consistent due to my late work schedules.. so sorry peeps! I have to actually catch up on my sleep. I think my health is more or less deteriorating. Its quite sad. After i started working, i'm starting to neglect all my friends. I think its time i learn to juggle work, friendship and family relationships well. Yesterday Kelvin was just asking me how have i been. Like he msged me a few times this month and i didn't reply at all. Kinda regretted it. How long does it take to reply an sms? I just cannot be bothered. Its really my attitude man.. sigh sigh....
Have been quite depressed lately. I don't know why. I think its just mood swing or something. I get irritated with the most trivial stuffs happening around me. Don't really know how to describe how i feel. Its really a combination of many other emotions. Its like emptiness added with some other stuffs. Oh well, maybe im just tired. Maybe i just overworked myself.. But i know i shouldn't be complaining.. because i chose this path myself.
I'll most probably be going back to school next year. Going to check out BMC. YMCA is out out out out OUT. Their uniform sucks. Thier concept is no difference from a government school. If i'm going to YMCA, i might as well enrol for a government school. At least i get student ezlink card and i've got edusave. heh.
I think i really need to go on a holiday soon. I'm feeling so stressed up man. And school is starting. I don't want to go back to school in dampened spirits. Afterall, its a new start for me.
Can't wait to pierce the top part of my wrist. Wonder when's Baldwin ready man. I'm eager. Btw, i've pierced my brows. Haha... and my tragus piercing is infected. This sucks. Argh.
Just to let you guys know i'm actually working on christmas eve. Hopefully i'll enjoy working that day lah. Just to make my xmas eve worthwhile. I've actually booked babyboy on xmas eve. Feeling so guilty for abandoning him again. I abandoned him and didnt watch chicken little with him. I abandoned him and didnt watch King Kong with him.. Feel so sad. Sorry babyboy. I promise i will give you a nice birthday pressie next year. I'll be the first to bring u to k pool. Sorry boyboy. Thanks for being there for me. =)
I'm missin' Joshua! He's in camp now. At least he still bothers to msg me. Hahaha...He's hairless now. Mann.. i can't wait to see him! Like hes SOOOO cute. i wonder how he's gonna look like without hair on his pathetic bald head. It'll be SOOOO cute. I'll probably rush to him and kiss his hairless head when i see him. AWw.. hahahaha..
PL- i'm working in Liquid Kitchen now. Hehe =)
Gonna call him soon! bubye!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 @4:11 PM
Sissy is back from taiwan. She bought a bottle of absolut vodka vanilla for me. how SWEET. =)
Just came back from ktv. feel like singing again. coz ive just warm up my vocals.
no work. - yay.
going to town at 3. ( its 4.12 now. im darn late.)
gonna get my brows pierced by baldwin tonight.
i cant wait. kakakaka. byeee.
