Its my sissy's birthday today. Happy Birthday Angela Yang!
I have been spending alot for the past week. Spend loadsa money on clothings , acessories and such. But who cares? Payday's coming. Yippie!
I wanna get so many things from Daiso. For those people who don't know what or where is Daiso, its actually a big store in IMM selling almost everything for only $2. They've got a wide range of products ranging from beauty products to food, to home use stuffs and blahh. Quite a nice place to shop for stuffs. Especially for nail art stuffs! they've got a wide range of rhinestones, nail polish and blah blah. and its cheap! think i might be going later.
LWSSOM - I'll be graduating from lwssom officially on the October 16th. If you guys wanna come and watch my graduation day performance, contact me! I hope nothing goes wrong on that day, or i'll really really be disappointed.
I'll be going to hong kong on the first week of January next year. Yeah i know, too early to blog about it now. But anyway, its confirmed already. Will be going there with sissy and friends to watch Twins concert! heee~
And january, so it also means im gonna skip school. Already found a school to go to. But too early to blog about it. Will let you guys know soon :)
Havent been singing lately. Gonna visit kok soon. But i think he more or less given up on me.
hahahaha... okie dokie.
think i'll be going to bugis later to shop. despite the fact that im broke. needa go get my beauty products that im running out. blusher, mascara, eyeliners. yeah.. all these. so another $100-$200 gone buying these. aRGhhhhhhh. but again. payday's coming :)
Tomorrow's project superstar concert. Good luck to ruthie and ziwen. :)
Supposed to go swimming today, but im so lazy that im like lazing around at home. Anyway i'm off today, and i'm not gonna go anywhere. I just wanna sleep.
Alot happened last week. Met up with Ziwen. He sings quite well. New k-box partner. And his cousin sings as well too. Ziwen's quite a nice person. Gentleman too. Hahaha... He asked me to turn up for the superstar concert, and said that he's got 10% discount for all tickets. BUT, again.. whats the difference ? only 10% discount what. Hahahaha~
I'm spending alot nowadays. Bought a new pants yesterday. Bought a few wrist cuffs 2 days ago. I've been eating good, expensive food for the past whole week. In other words, i'm directly announcing, Amelia is broke !!! :(
I'm late for a meeting at fourskin yesterday. And when i arrived, everyone clapped their hands. ( making me embarrassed.) I'm still feeling embarrassed now when i think about it. Its SOOO malu LA!!!!! WADDE HELL.
Theres alot of weirdos in fareast. And im saying the truth. I don't know where and how to begin. But really, they're weird.
I wanna watch ' The Red Shoe' , I swear im gonna catch that movie.
Watched 'drink drank drunk' yesterday. But halfway through it. Coz the VCD's pirated. :(
Oh yeah, coz i'm working in Far east, theres always these few vcd sellers who approach you to buy cds. Then theres this cd by those project superstar people. so cool. But only songs by weilian, kelly, junyang and sinhuey. 25 songs altogether for $4. Hahah... Not that i support piracy, but i cant get this cd anywhere. So don't blame me yea. Have kelly's 被爱的女人 leh! how can i resist this temptation? And besides, the quality is alright! ;)
I'm beginning to like Destiny's Child. They're so good!
I wanna go shopping! But i'm broke. Should i shop bit by bit in singapore, or should i not shop at all in singapore and save money and fly to hongkong and shop till i drop and come back to singapore broke again? Advices please! :)
I look like some idiot on the picture above. I found it in my sis's handphone. I don't even remember taking this picture. And i can't even recognise myself. I'm like asking my sis, " whose this girl ah? Is it me?" I'm really feeling DUMB.
Havent really posted a picture of my hair since i highlighted it pink, green and black. So here's a not so clear picture of it. Believe some of you guys already saw it on my display picture on msn :)
Its bad. I seriously think my english standard is deproving tremendously just without schooling for a year plus. Its really quite saddening. I vividly remember how i used big words when i was still schooling, indirectly making a fool out of my english or literature teacher. As she needed to check the dictionary for the words i wrote in my little humble essay. Those 'chim' testimonials i wrote for my friends while i was still schooling, they'll come back to school telling everybody, " Amelia's english damn zai leh!!! I dont even understand what is she writing.. " and all. And i'll just sit in one corner, feeling great. I think i'd better watch my english now. No more crappy nonsense because i'll be going back to school soon. And i don't want to write nonsense in my english composition or essay. Actually, what motivated me to start writing/speaking good english again is because of Jae. An english cum PE teacher. Yesterday he showed me some of his writings and works he did, and i think its really great! Which also caused me to remember how i used to write all these while i was still schooling. I'll write poems during maths lesson. Or even write a journal during geography periods. Hahaha.. Actually, thinking back, schooling can be quite fun. I miss those days where everyone will cut queue during recess time. How ugly school uniform can get. How disgusting and sadistic the sickening discipline master/mistress can be. Oh well.. All these are simply part and parcels of life. Ain't it?
But on the other hand, if i didn't quit school.. I'll never get to experience what normal schooling students can never experience.
No.1 - If i didn't quit school, i'll never realise singing can be so fun. I'll never get to LWSSOM, I won't be going for lessons now and then.. which i really love to do.
No.2 - If i didn't quit school, I'll never have a chance to start my own shop at such a young age. How many people started their own business at 15?
No.3 - If i didn't quit school, i'll never have a chance to work in Heeren while others are schooling. Then again, if i didn't quit school, i'll never realise the importance of a certificate.
I don't like the feeling of people coming straight in my face saying , " I wont be a salesgirl all my life, but you will. " I don't blame her for saying that, coz i know its an impression i give to almost everybody. Thats why i'm determined to finish my O levels. And probably get a diploma if i can. Anyway even if i don't get a diploma, finishing o levels is already part of a challenge in life. And an o level cert is certainly a key to everything you wanna do, or you wanna accomplish in the future. But i don't know if i can do it. I've been failing maths since primary 4. And since secondary 2 i've been getting a one digit results for all my maths paper (including final year.) I dont know how am i gonna pass maths like that. Esp you need maths to go anywhere. I don't wanna end up doing marine engineering. Its bad.
Don said im kinda childish yesterday. And he said he's never met a girl like me. I don't know if i'm really childish, or am i just acting like i'm childish. I remembered how depressed i looked or behaved when i was still in primary and secondary school. I'll never talk more of whats necessary.. And i hardly smile. I'm just cold. Even my ex-form teacher called me ice-lady. Maybe.. just maybe.. i'm looking for an acceptance in life. Just.. maybe. I don't know. My mum wanted to send me to a psychiatrist last time.. it was THAT bad.
Talking about my ex form teacher. Mrs Helena Chan, I really miss you. Though i know you won't be reading this.. And your not even on my msn list, I still miss you. I always thought about you. What kinda person were you. I know i suck in thanking a person. But anyway, i wanna thank you.. although you didnt do anything much now.. or prolly you won't even remember how i look like. Actually, contacting you is easy. I could just give you a call, or just ask for your email addy from anyone whom you and i know.. But then.. i wonder whats stopping me. Again, i wish you all the best in your teaching career in sports school.
Okie Dokie. Enough of those hearty stuff. Lets talk about my backache. Yesterday i went to a chinese sinseh to do tui1 na2. This chinese massage thing. She read my pulse and she said i've actually sprained my waist, which is why my back hurts so much. So she used these 'bottles' and sorta " sucked " the skin on my back. And now , i still can see those circle circles stuff on my back. Red. SO UGLY. argh. I hope those ugly marks go away soon. Hey but today... my backache's feeling so much better. i think i can play the hoola hoop already. hehe.. Then again, i hate chinese sinsehs coz their medicine REALLY SUCK. Its really inedible and unbearable and unavoidable(coz my mum witness me having them.) I have to really finish all of them. And for a person like me who can't swallow tablets, i'm like so pathetic. And the syrup medicine is a killer. My eyes are always filled with tears while having them. Seriously, i don't mind going to a specialist to get the bitter bud on my tongue removed. Anyway, bitter is never nice. And most of the good food or medicine or whatever is always bitter. So in order to have a healthy-happy living, i should just remove the bitter bud on my tongue! But is there such a thing available in the market? Anyone knows? let me know ya.
Oooh its quite a long post already.. think i'll blog again soon. When i'm free that is. Hehhh. Goodbye!
my back hurts like shit. :( , my nose is failing me. :( , ive got a new pimple and its soooo painful! Look how pathetic i am. And my back hurts more when i sneeze, and my pimple hurts more when i blow my nose. I'm feeling soo sobby today. My back's been hurting for more than a week now.. and theres nothing i can do. prolly i gotta go to IOH for my spine check up.. maybe something's wrong...which i certainly hope not.
went sing k with stan that day. he can sing QUITE well la.. no pitching problems unless its those notes that are damn high. overall.. not bad. jiayou arh.. hahaha .. and if ur reading this, stan.. i cant teach u singing coz i sing like shit myself. haha~
did nail extension on my fingers! the pic above. nice? hehehehe. but i only did it on 5 fingers. coz im like sooo lazy to do it on another 5 fingers. tedious job ok.
anyway i gtg to cpf building soon. blog again yea... oh yeah updates bout me! i will be working in fourskin from this thursday onwards. wish me luck ok. i really really wanna enjoy working there. hopefully there'll be no more stupid conflicts anymore. BYE~
I'm always unwillingly, or prolly, i dont want to write a 100% of my life in this online journal. Why? Because i dont want to be so straightforward that there'll be misunderstandings and conflicts in my life in actuality due to this journal. ( If people read that entry that is.) So sometimes, if you think you've offended me in anyway, or if you KNOW you've offended me in ANYWAY.. and you see me cursing you in this journal.. you should know. How much i detest you.
Mummy's birthday today! Can't celebrate with her because i've got something to do in the afternoon. Gotta go look for Mavis at boat quay for some reasons. Anyway, I already brought mummy and sissy to Ikea for lunch on sunday as a birthday 'present' for my mum. So yeah... Hopefully i will be able to make it home for dinner with my mum then.
Went out with June on saturday. Didnt buy anything much. Only bought a pants from 2cm. She liked this tee from Sidewalk 10.. its $49.90 .. Quite ok in my view but she said its too expensive. I don't know why. Whenever i'm broke and penniless, everything seems so nice and it sucks that i've got no money to buy that item. And now that i wanna go on a shopping spree, nothing seems THAT attractive to attract my attention anymore. Why? why huh?
Went out with Darryl , Ivan and Joshua yesterday. Quite fun lar. But we run out of things to do. They wanna watch movie but i dont want. I wanna sing k but they dont want. We ended up sitting on a bridge near Zouk and talk shit till bout 12.30am... Darrl and Ivan sent me home. Oh and i pierced Ivan's lips for him yesterday! Damn cool i tell you. Darryl tried piercing for him first. Unsuccessful. He took the piercing needle out which is halfway done. Hanging in the midst of the air. Ivan then asked me to pierce for him. Ok i did. Successful. Then we see his lips bleeding. BUT. Its not the piercing that i did for him that is bleeding.. Its the piercing darryl did halfway on him. hahahaa. So comical. But anyway, that piercing.. i think its ' segnak' .. as in its not straight. Haiiyah. but anyway its still fun.. piercing for people. haha..
Went to collect my jacket and shorts at bugis yesterday. i LOOOVE it. And darryl cant fit into my shorts. Fatty. Anyway... yesterday those 3 guys were saying im fat. Am i really fat? :( i need to jian fei!
its saturday! finally got the time to blog. Heh.. anyways, i dyed my hair green, reddish pink and black like 1 week ago? i kinda like the colour. yeah.. although its quite 'rainbow-ful'.
no more lessons at lwssom... graduating soon. quit my job and found another. will keep ya'll posted coz theres 3 jobs for me to choose from now. so yeah.. need some time to reconsider.
I'll most probably be back in school by next year. played enough. but i'm still searching for the right school now. my mum's thinking of ymca. but the uniform is so ugly :( haha....
i like this velvet jacket in my old workplace. its $69. should i buy it? :(
project superstar - kelly is so pretty that day. weilian didnt sing that well compared to kelly that day. quite disappointed that kelly lost even though people say universal music is better than play music.
june called me like 12.30am yesterday.. i was sleeping. she wanna go shopping today. should i? i dont wanna go broke.
my singing's deproving. i havent went to kbox for more than 10 years... thats quite sad ya....
soo tired.think i'll go and sleep for another 2 hours... goodbye.
