Saturday, May 20, 2006 @12:18 PM
i'm so tired. so so tired. so so exhausted. for the past few days i've been working like anything. without proper rest. esp at white. after work, it will be in the wee hours of the day. like 1 -2 am , reaching home merely 2 + 3 , and sleeping for hardly 3 hours everyday and i got to rush for school, slog out of bed and march all the way to dhoby ghaut. i'm so darn dead tired. i wonder how long this will go on. wonder why am i working so hard for. not really for money , its just maybe 20% of the reason.. the other 80%, maybe only i'll know why.
guess i'll really break down soon. mid year exams are just 1+ weeks away and i havent done a single shit of my homework, or even simple revisions ever since the starting of the year. wonder if going back to school is a good choice for me now, but since ive already chosen this path, maybe then, i shouldnt give up. wondering when is the time i can actually catch up on my sleep.. reminiscing that i actually used to sleep 13-15 hours a day, sometimes even 20hours when i feel like lazing and bumming on my crib... wooo .. those were definitely the best times of my life, when i hardly need to worry for anything under the sun.
da vinci's out. and i doubt i have the time to watch it. wonder if anyone will actually ask me out for this particular movie. those who know me well, u should have known i have been awaiting for this movie for MONTHS.... anyone who actually ask me out for this movie ( not yet.. ), i'll be really touched. hahahhaa.. but i dont think i can make it on anydays.. or anytime... but still, its the thought that counts...
gonna go for work very very soon.. wonder if ken will be coming down today. if he isnt, gotta go down to d pub to help out aj. hes all alone. helluva poor thing.i can hardly stand up now. my back is aching like anything... i feel worn out.
my ipod's down. my sound blaster's down. i feel so down. without music. it really sucks.. i have sooo many new songs in my comp and i cant listen to any of it. getting a sound blaster is easy. but i really dont even have time for lunch now. sobssssssss. i miss myself.
Thursday, May 11, 2006 @9:43 AM
i skipped school today ~
Its been more than a month since i blogged. Loads of stuffs to update. I'm currently working in Accidental Portrait now, Far east plaza #04-108 .. Its a shop that was launched during the end of march.. its still kinda new. Selling graphic t shirts and some other stuffs. do come check it out if u guys are around far east k.
i'm really crazy bout havaianas now.. i bought just 2 slippers in 2 weeks.. gonna get a green one soon. but the sizes they have are seriously fcuked up. always sold out sold out sold out. bloody hell.
my monitor is dying off soon.. im actually rushing this entry.. coz i didnt want the screen to go blank and i will juz go mad for not saving my post.. okay.. think i'll stop here.. lol