Monday, September 25, 2006 @3:54 PM
this is a little funny phrase which actually caught my attention. a friend said it when he was drunk.
' if you dont dare to be crazy,
you everything dont dare to do.
if you everything dont dare to do,
you will never be famous.
if you are never famous,
you will never be rich.
if you are not rich,
you will never be the history of singapore.'
hahahahaha.
Saturday, September 09, 2006 @2:30 PM
went to lots of places last night. Chris, Oz and i went to JB. we caught a movie ' The little man ' with just RM6. Watching a movie there is seriously CHEAP. Dirt cheap. And the theatre there is like as good as Cineleisure. Had Marrybrown there. Its like our KFC, but way shit-tier than KFC. You can actually see blood oozing out from their chickens and chris exchanged his chicken with mine and he and oz went to exchange for another piece. And they got a gigantic one back. hahaha.
After that we went to Town for a real short while and we headed to Bugis. Passed Poh yee her bape cap which ive bought for her and had Macdonalds. After that, rushed home and change and daniel and chris picked me up in like less than an hour and we rushed over to She-shadow. Had a couple of drinks and we went in to momo. Momo is a real boring place and nothing made me feel better there. Met Ray there. I didnt know he was working in momo.
Anyway... I've been feeling kind of empty these few days. I just realised people come and go. and ive got no idea is it me, whom ive not treasured them like i should. Or maybe certain friends are only meant to be there for a mere while. Maybe its me. Im not a good friend perhaps. But i know this bunch of friends whom ive known for quite a while now would be my dearest buddies throughout my life. Thanks pohyee and chris esp. You guys are the best. And you are the dearest ones who care for me.
Josh went to Taiwan for his NS shit already. I think i'll miss him. He gave me his fred perry cap before he went there. And i appreciate it even though its ugly and smelly hahahaa. But still thanks josh. You're my great pal too. I hope your enjoy urself there and dont forget you're suppose to bring the whole taipei101 back for me.
I think its time to wake up my stupid idea with certain things and get back to proper shit. I need time to coordinate and stuff. And i need a vision in life. So whose gonna bring me back to the right track? Maybe at this point of time, family enters...
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @6:55 PM
Will be going to Phuture tonight. Finally night life is back. not that i havent been enjoying much of a night life, but ive either been staying at home for the entire day or coming home really early for the past 3-4 days. i cant sleep when the sun dont shine. example yesterday, i reached home at freaking 11pm and i watched vcds, chat online and read a book, made hard boiled eggs, smoked all the way till 6am. i'm silly i know. I guess being at home is cool too, once in a while.. you tend to reflect things when every other people in the house is asleep.
i thought bout what i wanna do in life after my os. im beginning to feel worried about certain things i wanna achieve but im not sure if i could do it by myself. i dont wanna waste time anymore. fuck it i just wanna pass my GOD DAMN MATHS AND SCIENCE.
i wonder when will my day be day and when will my night be night. i feel like an owl. and it sucks completely when i just wanna wake up for school and i cant. because the fact is that i'll not be sleepy till the sun shines and unfortunately school starts when the sun have just risen.
and if anyone out there who knows nothing about me and thinks im just a lazy pig who likes to sleep till 5-6pm , u guys are pigs too. the fact is because when im awake u pigs are already snoring away. assholes.
Its my mum's birthday today and i dont wanna dampen my spirits with all the irritants around me forcing me to do things i dont like. and so what if im obligated to do certain things. i know i still DO have a choice. leave that choice to me and stop psychoing me to do things i really dont wish to do.
i have to prepare and meet my mummy for dinner. and then phuture tonight. lets see if i still can meet my childhood sweetheart today. :) I believe tonight will still be a good night.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @2:20 PM
i've been bumming around at home more or less for the past 3 days now. i've been such a good girl. the fact that i have to stay out till the wee hours of the day.. eg. like 3-4 or even 6am , im getting bored of this kinda life. now, im gonna start my life anew. wish me luck even though i know i cannot do it.
i'll be flying to kl next week. yes, AGAIN. i have some serious matters to do over there for this period of time. wish me luck too even though outsiders dont quite get what im actually doing there.
i think secret crush is good. it spurs off a kinda feminine and gentle smell. but i use it to spray in the toilet. wahhaha.
i feel so empty. im hope my gastric is not gonna work up again. i got so hungry today at bloody 4 am and i tried to boil 2 hard boiled eggs but it turned out half boiled. im a failure at cooking. i think i'll have to eat instant food all my life if mummy and sissy is not around. i need my future husband to be a great cook! wahah.
is n93 out yet ? i wanna change phone. my phone is so eeew. btw its a n70. sucky phone. argh.
Sunday, September 03, 2006 @11:21 PM
have been kinda busy these few days. have been really really sick too. ever since i came back from kl. i think skl almost took away half of my life.
i really need to pass my maths for my os. but nevertheless i know i'll definitely fail it. im such a loser when it comes to numbers. i know nuts about algebra. i know nuts EVEN about probability. freakin hell.
i need to go to sch tomorrow. i ahvent been to sch for about 2 mths now. my friend told me the class shrank alot. many many people havent been going to school already. and one of them is me. oh man.
i feel sick. i have slept till 4pm today. then went back to sleep at about 6pm and woke up for 'dinner' at 10pm ... and i will be sleeping soon! i feel pig.
i need money. lots n lots of money.
