Yesterday, went to catch Teenage Icon in Cine with benedict , kok and others. I'm so happy for Amos, he emerged champion and he got a tie with nathan. Actually, its quite a surprise. Firstly, nathan's got his fans base already because of his cute face and everyone thought nathan would be the champion and amos should be the 1st runner up. but amos and nathan actually got a tie! and now amos is a recording artiste for EQ music. i'm really really happy for him. Because from day 1 when i've got lessons with kok, i stayed and watch amos and meryl. I really thought amos was really really humble. Because, although i'm not a good singer myself, he even bother to ask me how did he do , how did he fare. how did i think of him. He's very hardworking. theres no airs about him. And i think thats why he can win the competition. Anyway, all the best to you my friend, ( Famous Amos ) Ang. I believe yesterday is the best day of your life and should be the scariest day of your life. Why scary? Imagine your whole life changed just because of yesterday. Quite scary right? hahahaha.
Havent been contacting Daren for 2 days already. But i will i guess... i think there are some problems between us.. i don't know. Theres always a barrier.. but i really really miss him now.. and whenever i need him, he's not around. I feel that i CANNOT depend on him, as my boyfriend. which is quite a sad thing. maybe its not right.. but i just want it to be right.. i guess i really like him? i don't know.. so many things have happened to me recently and he's not there for me all the time. i feel quite stressed now... don't wanna talk about it anymore. Afterall, " in a relationship" , its but a status. right?
Today is actually the day when school reopens. Know it doesnt concerns me. But i realised most people have actually forgotten that school reopens today. including my sister.. hahahaha. what the heck.
havent got much sleep. i mean i do. but i still see the purplish eye bags on my face. how nice.. i mean .. how ugly. but i like guys with eye bags. they look like a puppy. hahahahhaa HOW CUTE. like daren.
Next lessson with kok, i wanna learn sammi's wan zheng. YAY.
byebye!
tomorrow is the "competition" .. not THAT stressed anymore. just go up and zao sia la... and hopefully they wont remember me. hahahahahahaha.
I'm happy because i met my dearest daren yesterday. went for dinner at JP's siam kitchen... only met up for a short while. thats why im missing him now already. HOW SAD.
supposed to meet evanne, rach n von today... quite lazy to step out of my house now... damn lazy to walk to mrt..... lazinesss.... the inefficient bug in me..
didnt get to watch jue dui superstar yesterday. but anyway.. as expected.. i expected sugianto and ziwen to be the first to get out. at first my sis didnt really agree that ziwen will get out.. she thought weilian will be the one to be eliminated..for the girls, i cant comment because i didnt watch them on tv yesterday.. but i personally dont really like candy's features.. and she did get eliminated. the only shocking one is jiaxin.. i really really thought she's good.. and i feel that she deserved to be on the list .. i think she's the most talented one... and i feel that she really got the qualities to be a superstar.. but aww.. she's out.. what a pity. but afterall , all these 24 contestants have gone a long way... and i believe its tedious.. and i think its also a great experience for them to come in top 24.. so woo well.. all d best!
gotta eat some snacks nowwwwwwwwww.. weee..
ive been practicing really hard for my " competition " this saturday. firstly, coz i thought this " competition " should be around july ... so i didnt really care about it.. i wanted to do it like last minute ya noe.. till mavis called and say the " competition " is this saturday. i'm really stressed now. she called like 2 days ago. and i have no time to get the minus one which i wanna sing for the " competition " .. so i just gotta make do with the pathetic vcds which i have which is extremely limited.. and obviously all of them are stefanie's. i wanted to sing ren xing. but the front part of the song is total extra and wasting of time.. so after some hesitation, kok and i chose tao wang and we worked on it. he said this song suits me and everything.
but yesterday when i talked to simon online, he asked me what i chose, i said tao wang.. he said " HUH!??! are u sure? frankly i dont think u should choose this song. dont suit u... dont think u can do it.. " .. im like " wth.. " but of coz i didnt tell him that ... then i got quite demoralised and msged amos online .. but he didnt reply.... but in the end he smsed me. how nice! so i told him about what simon said... and everything.. he encouraged me and asked me dont give up and be sure to be prepared for this coming saturday.
i'm really really stressed. not only because of this song. coz of other things too. i have no time to meet my dearest daren. its not no time , just that i cannot get away from work. i dont wanna not go to work juz coz of him... though i'd love to.. but i dont wanna disappoint my mum... so yeah...
and again for the song.. i think im stressing myself. i dont know why, the more i practice the lousier i get. but whether i can do it well or not.. saturday is the day. and we'll see..
damn pissed now. quarrelled with julian. dont know whats his fucking problem. he could have just tell me what happened on that day at mediacorp and everything could have been avoided. bloody hell. fucking pissed. to think that such a person like him pray. man , pigs will fly. come on, if i were the one who went and he didnt make it, I WOULD have even voluntarily told him what happened there even without him asking. fucker. he knows im not like HIM, like to do things alone .. i dont. i dont like to travel to place which im not familiar with ALONE. cant he just understand, im not like him. hes like 20++++ ( an old man ) and im only 15 and he expects me to be as independent as him is it? ok. not time to talk about age. but whatever it is, WE HAVE our difference and WE HAVE our difficulties. wth. bastard. dont wanna speak to him anymore. GOODBYE.
"WAYS TO TURN MEN DOWN"
HE. " can I buy you a drink? "
SHE. " Actually I'd rather have the money
"HE: I'm a photographer i've been looking for a face like yours!
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon .i've been looking for a face like yours!!!
HE: Hi! Didn't we go on a date once? or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice!!!
HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share!!!
HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!!
HE: Your face must turn a few heads!
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs!!!
HE: Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out!
SHE: Okay, get out!!!
HE: I think I could make you very happy
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked u tomarry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time!!!
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why, don't you already have one?
HE: Shall we go and see a film?
SHE: I've already seen it!!!
Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Hiding from you.
Man: Haven't I seen you some place before?
Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.
Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I'm a female impersonator.
Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.
Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.
Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
Man: Where have you been all my life?
Woman: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in your wildest dreams.
just letting you guys know, i'm attached now! After about 10 months of loneliness, emptiness, sudden heartbreaks, uncountable crushes, i've finally found da one! Wish me luck ya? : )
isnt he cute? hahaaaa.......
我不求未来，我只求现在。。。谁不面对爱情，只有举手投降 ？
Went out with jbian yesterday. Indeed, he didnt disappoint me. Walked around Heerens and Fareast. He can REALLY shop. Went to Surrender and he got a Porter bag for $150. Quite cheap i think. But he dont really like it coz he didnt like the white linings on the bag. And yeah, i really really like the way Surrender deco-ed the shop. Many thanks to Jialong for telling me which level Surrender is. Jbian dont buy cheap stuffs. He liked this Stussy shirt and it costs $35.. then he said its soo cheap. He dont wanna get cheapo stuffs. wth.
I bought Yanzi's LEAVE KTV VCD. Its fucking difficult to find. So i got it in this shop in fareast selling 2nd hand CDs. Only $9.90 ok? And its quite new.. Anyway, for those who dont know about the shop and ur lookng for Cds that are probably out of the market already.. The shop name is called "Inokii" On the 3rd floor of fareast plaza. But i must emphasise, its not 100% that they have what you're looking for.
Who have Li Sheng Jie's KTV vcd/dvd? IF you do have it, please lend me okay? Thanks.
Jbian and i had lunch in this place... in far east. not appetizing at all. dont really like the food there. Jbian's got nice complexion. A mosquito will slide down once it lands on his face. hahaha...
Test coming this saturday. PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY. Gotta buy photo paper today. i hope i dont forget to get it.
Gotta bathe, lunch and off to work again. WEEEE~~
So i chose real early to blog ( 9.20am ) when my sis is still sleeping behind me like a dead corpse.
So i found out whats the title of the drama series my sis and mum are crazy over. Its entitled 大长金. Whats so nice bout that drama serial? Seriously, I don't really know. All i know is that it has 70 episodes and busy people like me can't have that much time to watch. ( Lest, i shouldnt start neither should i even get myself addicted. )
Gonna ask Kok Leong to choose a graduation song for me since it bothers me so much that i dont know which one to choose. So i shall trust my ex teacher. Tan Kok Leong. He's seriously full of shit. Nuff' said.
My music class, (UV113) ... we're together for a year now. It started off with David, Hanwei, Irene, Haoyi , Catherine, Alex, Simon, Miao Zhen and Me. Nine people altogether. As time passes, David dropped out. Hanwei left us. Irene left us. Catherine and Alex left us too. David left me with the only teenager in class. ( what an asshole.) Anyway, we've come this far, and i certainly hope that NO ONE will quit now because its pretty near to graduation day. IF someone leaves, the class will have to be combined with other classes because 4 people is the minimum amount of people a class should have. I really pray this will be the amount of people we're gonna graduate with. Please dont prove me wrong.
I have a customer whom i went kbox with. She kept asking me how to sing. Whats the right way to sing. All i can tell her is, " i dont know. coz i dont know how to sing myself." She joined 绝对 superstar, and she told me she forgotten her lyrics while presenting it. Then i told her, " Although i can't sing well myself, the other way you can do it is to work hard. So even if you fail, you know you did your best. You actually forgotten your lyrics and your reproaching yourself now. Whats the use? So that really proves how much you worked for. No free lunch in the world. Wanna win, yet dont wanna work hard. Remember, you reap what you sow.
I don't understand why people can know about LV, Gucci and Pradas.. Yet they don't know whats Porter, Supreme, XGirl, Bathing Ape and etc. Are you guys even living in this era? And for those idiots who came and tell me my dream bag should only cost $20 without the Porter logo, thanks so much for encouraging me NOT to buy my dream bag. So do you think LV bags should cost only $20 without the LV logo?
I called Jbian yesterday and he started laughing away ( madly. real madly. ) when i said " 你在做什么？！？！？！ " Just what the hell is wrong? Is it really THAT funny ?!
Whats so good about you ? ( refering to the girl whom i mentioned yesterday. ) Thanks for sounding me out. Appreciate it.
Whats so good about Isabella? ( A singer in EEG. ) She looks like a bloody slut.
Whats so good about those stupid ways people type ? I cant stand it when people talkx likex thix worXxXxX... and i get totally affected wHeN hUmAnS jUsT dOnT tyPe lIkE hUmAnS. Please man. People who talk like some clowns please shooo. But anyway, there ain't much around me now coz i dont mix with people who types like that. Heh..
Whats so good about Superstar? If you guys are really a superb star, what strucked upon you guys that made you a mini-star now? Just think about what landed you all in this grievous fate. Calling yourselves superstar and yet you guys are not is simply slapping your own face.
Anyway. many people have been asking me what am i gonna do in July when my shop's contract's up. Well, 2 options. Work or School. The shop has been a real learning journey for me as well as a little stepping stone for my new lease of life. I don't wanna sell clothes in that little space anymore. Time for me to get on to the real world. So how? I believe all of you would be asking me to get my ass back to school ya? I'm still considering that. Dont wanna go to school just yet. I think i hate school. I think so..
Just turned on the lights. I think that corpse there is awake. Oh.. she just placed the blanket over her head. Like a baby trying to sleep under the bright sunlight. How cute. Seriously, I love my mum and sis more than everyone else. Although i may complain about them 24/7. Although sometimes i wish they'll just simply die infront of me when they disapproves me of doing something i really want to do. But again, they're my family. And my only kin. So nothing can take them away from me. Not even the end of the world.
My ears needs music now. Have been typing this entire thing without ANY music. Gonna have headache soon if i dont on anything. Will update this lil' thing sometime again.
古巨基 －爱舆城
Just what the hell is wrong with you? You really disappoint me alot. Its not that i don't wanna trust you. Its just that, I cant. I don't know how to. I always thought u were quite a nice person. Someone motivated and determined. Someone with alot of hope in you. Whatever it is, in short... Your a real fucking bitch. I havent seen another loser whose more of a loser than you. The sight of you simply irks me. How can you even pretend that i'm a good friend of you infront of everyone? How can you even do that? What the hell did i do that make you hate me so much ? Just tell me. I'm all ears. If i ever did, or indirectly even hurt you i'm oh-so sorrowful. But please dont think your that great. Coz its all but friendship. And its okay if you dont wanna befriend me. Coz i dont owe you a living. Thank you very much and i appreciate you for your extreme hypocrisy.
Thanks for those who smsed me and told me about my previous entry's spelling errors. Now i learnt. Its not infactuation but infatuation. Humans makes mistakes too ya? Its just way far for anyone to be perfect! Its only a spelling mistake. So sorry for the trouble-s.
Why do everyone start laughing when you guys hear me pick up the phone or vice versa? Do i sound that comical on the line? If i did, thank me then. For making your day.
Got to know a PE cum English teacher and he said im way underweight for a height of 166cm. He said my acceptable weight should be 50kg. C'mon , im not severely underweight. Just a bit? Whats more? I've got a huge tummy. And i always gotta suck my tummy in whenever someone starts to talk about tummy. I'm so sorry. Cant help but i'm still fat though im underweight. Contradicting? Yeah.. a bit.
My mum and sis are so addicted in this drama series now which i don't even know whats the title! My sis is like weeping away each time i see her watching this drama serial. WTH? Miracle.. Oh wait.. devil may cry. *smirks
You smiled to me today. Hope your friendly gesture won't turn to an evil one anytime soon. Thanks. I've enough of these nonsense.
Oh Stefanie Sun. Your really my 101% idol.
My poor toe. May i still see it alive tomorrow. Amen.
Didnt have vocal test today because Miaozhen missed alot of lessons and the teacher postponed it to 2 weeks later. In a way im glad. In another way, im not. coz this simply signifies that i gotta feel scared all over again. and all the nervous breakdowns and the sleepless nights. Goodness.. this test is important. If im not gonna pass this term, i wont be able to graduate. Hopefully i will pass. Sighh...
took quite alot of pictures today in school. i think other saturdays gotta be damn boring if i graduate from lwssom. At first i thought class is really really boring with weiqiang as our new teacher. But today, we somehow overcame that little barrier. And now i think classes with weiqiang is fun fun fun too. We did a duet today entitled - 你最珍贵 ... honestly, i havent heard this song before in my entire 15 years of life. But nevertheless, wei qiang said i did it quite well for a first timer. and he said im a fast learner! wahahhaa.
Didnt go kbox with julian and mason and the rest today coz im lazyyy to go to town despite the fact that julian is gonna pay for my share. wow? hahaa... And i didnt go town with eddie, pigu and jen today tooo. coz.. ya.. laziness la. imagine i just reached home from town and i gotta go to town again. wth. no way.
my toe is still bleeding. hopefully i wont die. Take a look at d pics.
the others are too ugly to be uploaded. see you guys!
Life's getting really stale. Need more excitement and adventures then i'll say my life is complete confidently. Somehow i just feel that something is missing in my life. What is it? I dont know. Dont wanna know whats missing just yet coz i want it to be a surprise for my readers and most importantly.. MYSELF.. How so? Till i realise that i dont have that feeling of emptiness in my life anymore then i'll know what actually is missing, but then again, when i realise that nothing is missing anymore, i probably wont even bother to even REALISE that my life is not empty anymore. Too cheem for you to imply? Its alright. I understand.
Surprised to receive an sms from jbian today. He said he'll be coming to meet me next week. According to him, he's eager to go shopping with me. Is this really the damn truth? I HATE being turned on again and again IN VAIN. So, this better be the FINAL truth or i'll really swear i'll never ever want to talk to him again. Never ever will i even consider to meet him anymore. NOT ANYMORE. Just.. NOT ANYMORE.
Oh yeah, great shoppers and consumers please listen up. Bugis street is giving out 9 Ipod Minis every week for a continuous of 9 weeks. Just spend a minimum amount of $20 ! and you get a GREAT chance to win an Ipod Mini almost immediately. OH HOW NICE. Theres but only 1 million people who shops around Bugis street every month ( the management claims so. ) So your great chance of winning is actually 9/1000000 ! Thats an extreme high chance! :)
Rejected Chris. Didnt have the least feelings for him. He's a nice guy.. but you know.. just that FEEL. Think i broke his heart. Did i ? Aint being friends better? I told him i am just simply too jaded to even start anything. ( sounds familiar ? = D ) Then he said he'll wait and try to pursue. And he said im important to him. But nahh.. all these are just bullshits. Love doesnt really exist in my life anymore. Its but infactuation. = )
Got approached by IModels for a 2nd time now to be a model. Not interested. I hate all the stupid assignments they give and much more you still gotta go audition for it. They called me this time round. They told me really arrogantly ( like wth, who wants to go to your stinking company?),
" Going by the books, we're not suppose to even interview you because your not qualified to be a model in our company yet ( WTH? im not interested. not the least. just hang up la. and shut the fuck up. ) The minimum age to receive trainings, etiquette courses and portfolios done by us is at least 18. But according to records you've been spotted by us for more than twice. ( Dont remember being spotted by them more than twice.. anyway.... ) So we'd hope you'll sincerely come down for an interview anytime soon. We really hope to hear from you. "
I replied, " I'm sorry but i'm really not interested to be in or to even be a model. Sorry for the trouble and all. Didnt expect you guys to call anyway. "
" Our door is open for you anytime. Feel free to come down if you've changed your mind. "
Whatever it is, i feel its stupid being a model. Its like a superstar wannabe.
Anyway, i read about this 16 going 17 years old girl whom Gerald told me about. She's looking for a sugardaddy. Much more to be amazed, she's born with a silver spoon in her mouth and the reason why she's doing so is just to add on to her luxurious lifestyle. For example, she never wear anything for more than 2 times. But to be exact, she's somehow raped when she was 14 and she feels that since shes a non-virgin anymore there isnt anything thats stopping her from being a sugarbabe. Is her mentality wrong? OH wait. what am i thinking. Of course her thinking is wrong. SO SO wrong.. oh well.. just whats wrong with teenagers nowadays? sighh.
Began to watch My Date With A Vampire 3. Its highly entertaining and i encourage everyone whose dying of boredom to watch. Nonetheless, even the oh-so-busy people should find time to watch it!
Not gonna sing k anymore. At least not anytime soon till i get my money in. Utterly broke. Those who are really keen to sing k with me.. No problem! you just gotta have to pay for my exceeding little share. = )
Kept receiving prank calls from this loser. Who the fuck is it. He/She better not let me catch or even find out. Bloody loser. He needs counselling. Acting like a retard. He should be ashamed of himself.
I bought 11 different types of potato chips yesterday. FAT now. = (
I needa diet. badly..
