Wednesday, March 08, 2006 @1:25 PM
I was almost knocked down by a car today. Despite the green man shining luminously at my eye, smiling at me. The car that almost banged unto me was only less than 3cm away from my petite body compared to it. It would have been judgement day for me now if i was a little closer to the car, or the driver hit the brake half a second slower. Or maybe, probably i'll be in an burning inferno now, since i've committed countless of sins since the day i was born.
These 2 days have been quite a challenge for me to get pass, but i did anyway. Not gonna do anything stupid to disappoint anybody. Especially when i know many out there actually care for me. I feel that i've neglected alot of things in life. Especially my friends and family. Why am i depressed these 2 days? Not gonna state them here, I just wanna keep them to myself.
Kelvin have been a real great buddy to me. He has been my main pillar of strength to move on for the past two days. Well, the fact is that i knew him since i was freakin' primary 5, i can still remember vividly. I met him in an IRC channel #a1. hahahaha. can't believe it. He's sucha great friend and he's always been there for me whenever im down. Never failed to cheer me up whenever i'm feeling down. Well, ups and downs, part and parcels of life.
Pampered myself today. Bought myself hairclips and 2 shoes. Bought those clips with Yvonne, then i went over to far east for those shoes. Love them! =)
I've been such a good girl. Despite my bad fever, i still went to school. Shivering continuously for the whole damn physics lesson. Other than that, i bought my literature texts. I bothered to take a freakin' bus to kino to get them. Though most of them are outta stock. Wonder how am i gonna pass literature without them. Other than that again, i actually changed my bedsheet and mopped the floor, packed up my stuffs and packed up those clothes of mine which i know i wouldn't wear them again. Mummy is definitely gonna praise me! haha.
I was smoking at my kitchen window just now, and someone's cigarette ash was actually flicked directly onto my middle finger. Damn you. Asshole. Sick bastard.
I think i'll be back to my music school really soon. I need to get back to what i'm really really interested in again. Afterall, i really like music and i'm a self-proclaimed musician. Whatever. Haven't touched my violin in ages. Gonna practice later.
As for now, i'm gonna mug. Right now. Tata~